âWas that strictly necessary?â I ask when I can find my voice again.
âIâm sorry. Making you climax is rapidly becoming an addiction.â He strokes a hand down my arm, holds me close until I finally recover.
âYou donât sound all that sorry.â
I feel him grin against my hair. âMaybe sorry is the wrong word for it.â
âYou think?â I grab a pillow and smack him with it.
The next thing I know, Iâm flat on my back and heâs looming over me, his eyes laughing as he finds a ticklish spot on my ribs. âNo!â I gasp, wiggling and writhing as I try to escape. I almost make it when my breast brushes against his palm and distracts him, but seconds later he intensifies his attack, refusing to stop even when Iâm a giggling, squirming mess.
In self-defense, I try to tickle him back, but it turns out thereâs not a single ticklish spot on him. So then I try to roll him over, but heâs so much stronger than I am that heâs not budging unless he wants to. Finally I decide to fight dirtyâsince he obviously has no problem doing soâand I deliberately wiggle so that my breasts are pressed against his chest and my legs are tangled with his.
I can tell the moment he registers what Iâve done, because the laughter leaves his eyes. Is replaced by the intensity I know so well. And then heâs inside me once more.
This time is slow and sweet and gentle, him easing me to completion rather than hurtling me there. And when itâs over, when he slips out of me before pulling the covers over my nearly comatose body, it occurs to me that I never tried to connect with Shelby.
Forcing my impossibly heavy eyelids open, I plan on telling Declan what I want to do as soon as I can muster enough energy to lift my head from the pillow. And find him watching me with wary, worried eyes. Too tired to do more than brush a comforting hand down his cheek, I snuggle against him and decide that we can talk later.
Itâs not until Iâm drifting off to sleep that the truth occurs to me. That Declan deliberately distracted me with sex and tickling and that strong, beautiful body of his for the express purpose of keeping me from using my powers.
For the express purpose of keeping me from trying to find Shelby.
One more thought flits through my brain before exhaustion takes me over. What does he know that I donât?
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Itâs dark.
Iâm scared.
Cold.
Hungry.
Please, mister. Please donât turn the lights off. Please donât put me in the dark again. I promise I wonât do it again. Please. I donât like the dark.
The voice in my head is young and feminine and scared. So scared. I try to figure out who it is, where itâs coming from, but nothing is making sense. I was with Declan, at my houseâ
Please!
The little girl is crying now, and in pain. I try to pinpoint the pain, to see whatâs causing it, but thereâs so much of it. Everything hurts. Everything burns, aches, throbs.
Itâs okay.
I try to speak to her.
Honey, itâs okay. Stop crying now. Itâs okay.
She doesnât hear me.
Sweetie, please.
I make my voice louder, more forceful.
Tell me where you are. Tell me how I can help you.
She still doesnât answer.
The pain is getting worseâhers, mine, I canât tell. Everythingâs all muddled and Iâm having a terrible time thinking straight. I know something is wrong, with the girl, with me, but I canât figure out what it is.
Sweetie.
I try again.
Where are you? Tell me where you are and Iâll come get you.
She doesnât stop crying, but I hear her inhale sharply and I know that my voice has finally gotten through.
Who are you?
she asks.
My name is Xandra. Whatâs your name?
She sniffles a little and I get the impression that sheâs wiping her face.
Iâm Shelby.
The name strikes a chord in me. I wrack my brain, try to