missed you too. I’m sorry, you just surprised me.” I stuck my finger into the mound of white cream on her breast and tasted it. “So, you thought you would have to seduce me?”
She laughed. “No, I just haven’t had sex in months and I didn’t want to waste any time.”
Great! Was every woman around me super horny?
I leaned down to kiss her again. “Baby, I really do miss you, but I am beat. I took on more houses and after studying, I’m just tired as shit.”
She sat up, messing up the pretty whipped cream bra she had going. “Seriously? Okay, spill! What is going on with you?”
I got all paranoid. “Nothing! I really am beat. Let me take a nap and I’ll be good to go.”
She got up and bitched her way to the bathroom to rinse off. I felt terrible for brushing her off, but not really that bad about being with Alex. Sure, Alex and I were just friends, but I was free to fuck whoever I wanted. Karrie and I hadn’t made any commitment of having a long distance relationship. When I heard the shower running, I kicked off my shoes and got under the covers. I felt like I had a damn hangover, but instead of it being due to alcohol consumption, it was due to sexual consumption.
I remember Karrie coming back in the room and sitting on the bed next to me, but I must have fallen asleep. When I woke up, it was dark outside and I was alone in bed. I sat up and checked my phone to see that I had no messages. I didn’t know if that upset me or made me happy. When I went out into the kitchen I found a note from Karrie. “Went out with the guys to the pub. Come find us.”
I scratched my head and considered going back to bed. After realizing that Karrie had come to visit with me and I’d just blown her off, I decided it would be best to go out and try to find them. Once I got myself cleaned up and presentable, I headed out. It was a good thing that my buddies only hung out at two places. I found them at the first one and locked eyes with Karrie.
She was such a beautiful girl and a big part of me missed her being around. Sure, we had our ups and downs, but she was someone that I could see myself settling down with. There was always something about her that made me never want to disappoint her. Knowing what I was currently involved in, made me feel awful. How could I have known that things would be this out of hand?
Currently, I was sleeping with two clients and one of their daughters. If Karrie found out about that, she would leave for sure. I wasn’t okay with that outcome, so I needed to keep myself distanced until she went back to New York.
She waved as I approached and wrapped her arms around me when I got close enough. “It took you long enough.”
I leaned down and kissed her on the lips. “Sorry, I didn’t know you left. Shit, I didn’t even know you got ready. I must have been out of it.”
Mark handed me a beer and I started to take a drink.
“It must be all those group orgies you’re having.” I knew she was kidding, but my beer came shooting out of my nose. After the initial burn, I put a fake smile on my face.
"What did you just say?"
She giggled and rubbed my shoulder. "I said you were having orgies while I was gone."
Hearing it the second time didn't make it anymore funny to me. The guilt was bad enough. Sure, I was young and didn't really have anyone to answer to but, it still made me feel bad about what I was doing.
I had to look at it like Mrs. Smith and Mrs. Jones were part of my job. Yeah, it sounded much better in my head than it would if I told anyone. As far as Alex, well, I wasn't sure that having a friend with benefits was really a bad thing either. Especially when she was a friend that not only liked it rough, but also liked doing it in crazy places. Banging her behind that hedge row was pretty fucking awesome. It was definitely something that I would brag to my boys about after a few beers.
Still, Karrie was here to