on the parking lot.
It had been too long since heâd been in a fight, he decided. Heâd forgotten how much it hurt to get punched.
âGet me fired, will you? I needed this jobââ
Travis rolled to avoid getting kicked, got to his feet, and flew into Gary with a couple of swift jabs. He had the satisfaction of seeing both surprise and blood before getting knocked on his ass again. This time he wasnât fast enough to miss getting kicked.
If I wasnât drunk I could take him, he thought. Then: God, donât let me be killed before my bookâs published.
The owner came back out and pulled Gary away.
Travis lay there and listened to them yelling at each other.
At least it wasnât my nose, Travis thought, curled up around his cracked ribs like a worm on a stick. He coulda really ruined my face.
It was a while before he felt like moving. For one thing, he wanted to make sure both those guys were gone. He thought they were, then heard their voices again.
âOkay, okay, youâre not fired. But you know what I did, man. I put my
house
on the line for this place. My goddamn house.â
âI didnât let that kid in. Mike shoulda spotted him.â
âThey say they never spotted him.â
âIt was a packed house, man.â
âYeah, we pulled in the big bucks ⦠Sherry might have seen him. She says not, though. I coulda lost my house.â
Travis listened, not moving, not calling attention to himself. He decided that all those years of writing, all that last year of working on the book, clobbering Stan, it was all a predictable chain of events leading up to this guy losing his house.
This is so totally weird, man, he thought. His face felt sticky. He hoped it was blood and not motor oil.
âAnd did you have to beat the kid up? Look at him. What if the cops come by?â
They were closer now.
âHe had it cominâ!â
âOkay.â The owner was squatting down beside him. âWhere do you live?â
âCleveland,â Travis muttered.
âThen forget me calling a cab.â
âNo.â Travis rolled himself into a scrunched sitting position, huddling in his jacket. âCould you call my uncle?â
âGeez, Gary, you really whopped up on him.â
âHe had it cominâ.â
âIâm okay. Could you call my uncle?â
Travis was really tired of this scene. He dreaded the coming hangover.
When the owner left to call Ken, Gary kicked him again. âYou had it cominâ.â
Travis didnât even feel it.
I sold my book. He clutched at the thought like a drowning man at a raft. He wanted to be somewhere quiet to think about it.
It wasnât on the ride home. He had never seen Ken this mad. The only thing saving him was Christopher sleeping in his car seatâKen had to keep it down a little. Travis had forgotten Christopher was going to be at the ranch this weekend.
Ken pulled up at the back door. He paused for the first time since Travis had staggered into the car.
âWell.â
âWell what?â Travis winced as he popped the door open.
âYou have anything to say?â
âYeah, I sure am glad I didnât have to listen to all that sober.â
For a second Travis felt a stab of fear at the look on Kenâs face. But somehow he came up with the bravado heâd faced the cops with.
âChill out, man,â he said. âItâs my life.â
He and Ken stared at each other in the white glare of the carâs interior light. Travis waited, shivering, though he wasnât coldâ¦
âI used to say that,â Ken said. There wasnât any irony in his voice at all, only a half-laughing wonder. âI remember saying that.â
Later, watching the room spin, wishing he could throw up, Travis felt strangely comforted. It was really weird, but ever since Ken yelled at him, he hadnât seemed so lonesome anymore.
Chapter 6
His head felt