protect my friends. I can protect the planet .â
âRight,â I say. Johnâs whole pitch from earlier comes back to me. About how I should use these powers to help him win a war. Samâs obviously on board. âMaybe itâll be you on TV fighting aliens next time.â
He smiles a little bit.
âMaybe. I donât know that Iâll ever look like John when I fight, though. Heâs a hero.â He sounds so genuine when he says it. Thereâs such awe and respect in his voice.
It makes me wonder.
âAre you two, like . . . a thing?â
Sam looks confused for a second. Suddenly he understands what Iâm asking.
âWeâre . . .â He hesitates. âBest friends I guess? We both have . . .â He pauses again. âGirls,â he finally says, a little awkwardly.
I stare at him for a few seconds. Then I shrug. âBecause itâs totally cool if you are.â
âWeâre not a thing.â
âI know. You both have . . .â I pause dramatically. âGirls?â
Sam rolls his eyes and jumps across into the car we left John in. Heâs still out, snoring a little.
âItâs just a complicated situation. His girlfriend is with her ex-boyfriend right now trying to expose the Mogs. Theyâre the ones who made that video you saw. Theyâve got some mysterious hacker friend on their side whoâs helping them uncover classified government info. And my . . . the girl Iâve been . . . Oh man, Iâm not sure what Six is doing right now. Sheâs in Mexico looking for a Loric sanctuary.â
âYour girlfriendâs name is âSixâ?â I ask. âWeird.â
Sam looks up at me. â Thatâs whatâs weird to you out of all of this?â
I shrug, and then let out a massive yawn.
âI know,â Sam says with a smirk. âIntergalactic space wars and the fate of the world are so boring.â
âShut up,â I say, trying not to yawn again.
âWith so many tunnels caved in, I doubt anyoneâs going to be down here looking for us, but we should probably sleep in shifts just in case,â he says. âIâll take first watch and wake you when I start to fall asleep.â
âI guess. You sure you wonât just immediately pass out on me?â
âAre you kidding? Iâve got granola bars and . . .â He pulls a crumpled plastic bag out of the tote. âSomeone left their entire comic shop haul down here.â
âYep. Nerd.â
He kinda grins, then gets a sad look on his face.
âHey,â he says quietly. âI hope your momâs all right. My dad . . . He was missing for a long time. There were days I thought Iâd never see him again. Logically it made sense to move on, but I never really gave up hope. Eventually we were reunited. Iâm not saying itâs the same thing, obviously. But you just have to keep fighting and believing. You have to honor the person whoâs not there with your actions.â He shakes his head. âSorry, Iâm really tired. I think Iâm rambling now.â
âThanks,â I murmur. âFor real.â
I ball up the fake Prada bag and use it as a pillow on one of the benches, turning away from Sam and John, my face almost touching the back of the subway seat. Iâm too tired to even care about how gross it is to be lying here. Instead, now that itâs finally quiet and Iâm not running or foraging for snacks and left-behind electronics, all I can think about is her. The uncertainty. Samâs words repeat in my head. Tears start to come, silent and pooling on the seat in front of me. They take away my last drop of energy, and before I know it Iâm asleep.
CHAPTER TEN
I WAKE UP WITH A START. TURNS OUT FIGHTING aliens all night and then sleeping on a gross subway bench doesnât make for the best sleep. Half-realized nightmares about Mom linger in my head as I get over