where thereâs no danger of eavesdroppers and I intend to get to the bottom of this. In the meantime, perhaps youâd make an effort to appear glad to see me. Youâre acting as if Iâd murdered your grandmother.â
Harry came back with two bowls of soup, and it was a marvel to me that I could swallow it. In the space of ten minutes, everything had been shaken up like a kaleidoscope and fallen back into an entirely different pattern. Philip was Aladdin â Aladdin was Philip â and even if I wanted to, there was nowhere I could run where Philip would not find me.
Roast Welsh lamb followed, with rich gravy and mint sauce, but my throat was closed and I managed only a mouthful or two before laying down my knife and fork. Philip was doing no better, and with a sudden movement pushed his plate away.
âItâs no good, I canât eat and nor, it seems, can you. Once weâve sorted ourselves out, perhaps we can act more convincingly.â
He stood up, and as Harry anxiously approached, said curtly, âWe wonât bother with the dessert, thank you.â His hand on my elbow, he guided me out of the room.
âWait here while I take my case up.â
It was an order, but Iâd had no intention of following him and went instead to the ladiesâ room. He was right, I looked as woebegone and frightened as I felt, my face pale beneath the tan. Any more shocks like this, and Iâd have to revert to full make-up after all. I freshened my lipstick, pinched my cheeks to give them more colour, and went back into the hall as Philip was coming down the stairs.
He stood aside for me to go through the swing doors, took my arm and led the way to his car. He didnât release me until he had opened the door and helped me in. I wondered dully whether it was force of habit or if he thought I might make a run for it. Yet he couldnât know how frightened I was.
He got in beside me, and the grotesqueness of the situation struck me afresh as I recalled all the times weâd set off together in this car, often with Matthew in the back.
But Matthew was the last person I wanted to think about just now. If he found out â I wrenched my thoughts away from him.
Philip meanwhile had turned left on the main road and set off along a stretch new, presumably, to both of us. He drove, as always, competently and fast. I watched his long, slim hands firm on the wheel, still trying to adjust to his being Aladdin. It was unbelievable that I could actually feel frightened of Philip, whoâd always been so eager to please me. But I didnât need to remind myself that this wasnât the same man; this was a side of him that I, and, I prayed, my uncle, had never seen before.
And all the time I was trying to think what I could say to him. It would need to be more detailed than if Aladdin had been the expected stranger. Philip would be in an inquisitorial mood and I could not allow myself even one mistake. My mouth was taut and dry, and I could almost taste the nervous pumping of my heart.
Neither of us spoke, and I wondered what thoughts were going round his head. After a while he turned the car off the smooth surface and we jolted over the rough ground and came to rest overlooking a small natural lake. It was a lovely scene, with drooping willows and long-tailed water birds, but neither of us gave it more than a perfunctory glance. Philip switched off the engine, wound down his window, and turned to face me.
âWell?â
I clung to what I knew. âYou want to discuss the plan?â
He brushed that aside. âWhat I
want
is to know how in Godâs name you got mixed up in all this. I still canât believe weâre having this conversation.â
âNor can I,â I admitted feelingly.
He frowned. âWerenât you expecting me?â
A warning light flashed in my head. That had been a slip, and I was still floundering for an answer when he said suddenly,