park? In New York City? At night? Rocky, thatâs dangerous,â I said.
âI can look after myself. Iâm tough,â he shot back.
âDonât get me wrong. Iâm impressed youâd take that risk for a girl. You really love this girl?â I asked.
âYes.â
Because he smiled bashfully and looked at the floor when he said that, I decided to cut him some slack. He was surly and dim, but he was just a kid in love. His attitude was probably just macho bluster and youthful suspicion of a member of an older generation, me.
âSheâs the one for you, is she?â
âThe only one,â he said.
âHow can you be sure?â I asked.
Now it was his turn to sing the praises of his Juliet, as she had sung his praises.
âShe is so beautiful, with such a sunny disposition and a sweet nature,â he told me. âA good girl, but easily led and too trusting.â
âNadia? Sunny and sweet?â
âYes.â
âAre we talking about the same girl?â The vulnerable waif he described was not the same girl Iâd met. âDo you have a photograph of her?â
He pulled out a billfold and several pictures of him and Nadia. At first, I thought we were speaking of a different girl, because the girl in the first few pictures was a brunette. One photo looked like it was taken in New York, in front of a brownstone, when they were a couple years younger than they were now. Another showed him and the same girl dressed up as a gangster and his moll, surrounded by other teenagers in costumes. But in a more recent photo, a head shot of her, she had blond hair, and I saw that we were indeed speaking of the same Nadia.
âWho are these other kids in the costume picture? Maybe Nadia is with them?â
âI donât know where they are. I donât remember their names.â
âDoes she have any other friends in New York? Or New Jersey? Connecticut?â
âI donât know.â
âWell, I donât know what else to do. Maybe sheâll come back here. Or sheâll call,â I said.
âIâll stay here until she does.â
âOh. Good,â I said. âWhile weâre waiting, you wanna tell me about this country you come from?â
âI do not think I will,â he said. âYou might tell the police, or you might tell someone, and they might tell the police. Nadia could get deported. Her family could do something terrible to me or my family.â
I tried to guess, but it was hard to pin down his ethnicity. He was pale with dark hair, soft features, small eyes a little too close together, and a hint of dark fuzz on his face.
âAw, come on, Rocky,â I said. âI wonât tell anyone.â
âWhat did Nadia tell you?â
âShe calls it Plotzonia,â I said. âI only ask because maybe it will provide some clue to where she is.â
âIt wonât!â He was surly again, and changed the subject, demanding in a princely way, âI need to eat. Do you have anything to eat?â
âYes, but first can you give me a little more informationââ
âI need to eat now. Iâm hypoglycemic.â
âKeep it in your pants, kid. Iâll feed you,â I said.
I gave him some cold cuts and potato salad, and he ate like he still had a growth spurt ahead of him. They were so obviously doomed, these two bad-tempered brats, heading down lust-slicked rails to a shattering heartbreak, the kind of disillusionment that scars you for life. There was so much I wanted to tell him. I could have quoted some insightful poetry and homespun wisdom, told him about good hangings and bad marriages. I could have provided a few vivid real-life examples of young love gone wrong, crimes of passion and other homicides that involved people stuffing the dismembered bits of their âtrueâ lovers into trash bags.
Instead, I said, âYou want dessert?â
âDo you
Yvette Hines, Monique Lamont