hard for Luvena to find a man willing to marry her. She was beautiful and intelligent. Despite her being only twenty-three, she was a capable and caring mother to her wards. She wasnât afraid of hard work. A man would be a fool not toâ
âMy goodness.â Luvenaâs voice rescued him from his thoughts. âI didnât expect to find all of you in the kitchen.â
Clay turned toward the parlor. Luvena stood framed in the doorway, looking even lovelier than she had in the theaÂter office. How was that possible? She wore the same dress and her hair was unchanged. Perhaps it was the way the light fell through the parlor window. Or perhapsâ
âWeâre helpinâ Mr. Birch make lunch,â Elsie said.
A quick glance told him the kids had, indeed, started while heâd stood there lost in thought.
âSandwiches,â Ethan added, slapping a slice of cold roast beef onto bread.
Luvena took a step into the kitchen. âI hope they werenât in your way, Mr. Birch.â
âNo. Not at all.â He cleared his throat. âI guess you got your letter posted in time.â
âYes.â
For some reason he didnât understand, he wished she would tell him what sheâd written to the catalogue. He didnât want secrets between them.
âAnd I met Shannon Dubois,â she continued. âShe invited all of us to dinner after church service tomorrow.â
âGuess what, Aunt Vena?â
âWhat, Ethan?â She looked toward her nephew.
âMr. Birch taught me how to swing my bat better. And I hit the ball Merry threw!â
Luvenaâs eyes widened as they shifted back to Clay.
He shrugged. âI learned a little about the game during the war. Just shared it with the kid.â
There was a warmth permeating the kitchen. Not one caused by the sun overhead or the stove against the opposite wall. No, it was a warmth created by the people in the room. All of them. The Browne children too. It came from their hearts and their laughter and their smiles. It made the small house feel like . . . like a home. It made all of them feel like a family. Clay hadnât felt that way in many, many years. Maybe never.
A gentle smile played around the corners of Luvenaâs mouth. âYou continue to surprise me, Mr. Birch.â
She couldnât be any more surprised than he was himself.
Chapter Ten
Luvena had enjoyed the previous Sunday service at the Presbyterian church. Reverend Adair was an excellent preacher with a fine, clear voice. But today melancholy wrapped itself around her heart as she sat in the same pew as Clay Birch, her nieces and nephew between themâEthan next to Clay, Elsie next to Luvena, Merry in the middle.
Like a family .
Would she have preferred that Clay sit elsewhere? No. She wouldnât. In truth, she wished she was beside him. It would feel so right, even if it made her sad. Soon enough she and the children would leave Grand Coeur, and it wasnât likely sheâd see him again. She would miss him. She would miss him more than she should. The letters theyâd exchanged hadnât been many. Her time in Grand Coeur hadnât been long. But she would miss him. Terribly so.
Reverend Adair began the closing prayer. Luvena closed her eyes, but rather than attending to the ministerâs words, she pictured the five of them as theyâd been in the kitchen yesterday. Theyâd all been happy in that moment. Even Clay. She was sure of it.
Why isnât that enough for him, Lord? What could I do to change whatâs happening?
Clay liked her. Perhaps his feelings for her werenât as strong as her feelings were for him, but he did like her. But that wasnât enough to change his mind.
Donât go .
The words stirred inside her heart. Her own thoughts? Or Godâs voice?
Donât leave .
The reverend said, âAmen,â and the congregation repeated the word. Clay rose and