âCome on.â
I let her hold it down the stairs. Nobody even gives us a second look, because sheâs Mary Carlson Bailey, goddess, and Iâm another Foundation Baptist girl. Holding hands is a totally normal thing for girls to do. So why is it Iâm blushing? She doesnât let go until we bump into George.
âWell, hello, George.â Mary Carlsonâs head twists looking at him, then me, and I swear I see the flash go off in her mind. âYouâre coming to Robâs party, arenât you?â
âUm, well . . .â He trails off. George, Iâve learned, is a National Honor Society kid, cross-country runner, good church boy, and trombonist in the band. Football player parties, Iâm guessing, are about as natural to him as they are to me.
âWeâre going.â Mary Carlson thumbs back and forth between us. She looks at me. âItâd be fun if George was there, wouldnât it, Joanna?â
I shrug, my face as red as Georgeâs. âUh, yeah, sure, whatever.â
âGood, itâs decided.â Mary Carlson beams and leans in, giving George a quick hug. âThanks,â she says as her hair falls forward over his shoulder. I get a whiff of her shampoo. Something refreshing, like green tea and ginger.
Then I wonder, why did she tell him thanks? Am I that much of a charity case?
Georgeâs glasses slip as he bobs his head in acknowledgment.
We walk away and leave him gawking on the steps down to the band section. âAre you trying to hook me up?â
âIs it a problem?â
What do I say? âI guess not, but Iâm not really looking for a boyfriend.â Totally not a lie.
âTwo Diet Cokes, please. Or wait.â She looks at me. âWould you rather have regular?â
âRegularâs good.â
She turns. âMake that two Cokes, please.â Mary Carlson gives the concession attendant a ten-dollar bill as a roar sounds from the bleachers behind us. âEverybody wants a boyfriend, right? And George is sweet. He wonât get too handsy.â
âHandsy?â She passes me a soda and I reach for it, leaving my side exposed.
âYes, you know . . .â She reaches out, tickling me untilI curl in like a hermit crab. She pulls her hand back and makes grabby motions. âHandsy. Like youâre the football.â
âUh. Um. I havenât dated much.â Hooked up? Sure. Dated? Love? Not so much. Boys? Never.
âYouâre lucky. I hate it. All the groping.â Then she blushes. âDoes that make me sound weird? Jessica and Betsy are all about it. Betsy and Jake are actually having sex, which she loves to talk about. Gemma wants to be all about it if she could find a guy to handle her brainpower. But me? It sort of wigs me out.â She shrugs. âI guess I just havenât gone out with the right guy.â
Or girl, I think. âWhat about you and Chaz?â
She sucks on her straw. âHeâs pretty hot, isnât he?â
âYep.â He is. No denying it.
âI donât know.â She leads me back up the bleachers. âWe tried to go out in middle school but I was really into golf and blew him off. He was an ass about it. Started some stupid rumor about me when I wouldnât kiss him during a seven minutes in heaven game. Of course no one believed him, but thatâs why B.T.B. dislikes him. Iâm hesitant still about him, you know? Even though it was middle school, thereâs not much I hate worse than liars. But maybe now that weâre older, heâs changed and heâll have more magic than the other guys Iâve been with.â
âBeen with?â Was it that kind of rumor? Did he lie about what theyâd done?
She stops and her mouth drops. âGod, no. Not been with. Iâm saving that. For love.â Then she rewards me with the smile and my stomach drops to my feet.
Nine
THE MUSIC DOESNâT STOP AS we