Free The Dinosaur Feather by Sissel-Jo Gazan Page B

Maja and Katrine an hour later, he had made up his mind. Katrine had given him a photograph of Maja, which he had put in his wallet, behind his driving licence, and the time had come. Knud would learn that Vibe and Søren were no longer together and Knud and Vibe would learn of Maja’s existence. He dreaded Vibe’s reaction, there was no denying that, but he suddenly yearned to tell the old man that he was a great-grandfather. He started by calling Vibe to check that she was free this Sunday – she was, shehad no plans apart from their usual lunch at Snerlevej. Then he called Knud. No one answered the telephone. He called back later the same day, but still nothing. In the evening, he grew increasingly worried and drove to his childhood home. He had called Knud fifteen times at least, and there had been no reply.
    Søren found Knud in the kitchen, sitting on a chair facing the garden. His hand, resting in his lap, held a framed photograph of Elvira. On the kitchen table were two bags of groceries. Knud appeared incapable of summoning up the energy to put them away. Søren hugged him tenderly.
    ‘Is it very bad today?’ he asked, carefully taking the photograph from Knud. In the picture Elvira was old and wrinkled and yet irresistibly alive. Knud turned his head and stared blankly at Søren.
    ‘I’ve got cancer,’ he said, smiling weakly. ‘That how bad it is.’
    That Sunday, they had lunch in Snerlevej as usual. Vibe had offered to cook and they had lasagne and salad. It was bizarre. Knud had bowel cancer, which had spread to his liver. There was nothing the doctors could do.
    ‘And here was I thinking cancer wasn’t infectious,’ Knud remarked drily. He seemed neither scared nor sad; on the contrary, he praised the food and had second helpings. Afterwards he suggested they had a cigarette.
    ‘But you don’t smoke.’ Søren was taken aback.
    ‘Oh, yes,’ he said. ‘I do now.’
    They lit cigarettes and flicked the ashes onto their plates. It was ten years since Vibe and Søren had quit smoking andthe three of them coughed and spluttered like teenagers. They all started to laugh and that was when Vibe suddenly exclaimed:
    ‘Wasn’t there something you wanted to talk to us about, Søren?’ She gave him a searching look. ‘It certainly sounded like it the other day.’
    Now Knud was looking at him, too.
    ‘Nah,’ Søren said. ‘You must have misunderstood. Everything’s fine.’
    On 18 December, when Maja was just over three months old, Bo, Maja and Katrine flew to Thailand for Christmas. Søren loathed the idea. Thailand was a long way away, they would be staying at some hotel on an island, and he was convinced that Maja would have forgotten all about him the next time she saw him. Katrine was busy packing when he came to wish them a merry Christmas. Bo, fortunately, was out. He gave Maja the world’s tiniest bracelet with a four-leaf clover pendant.
    ‘She really is far too young for jewellery,’ Katrine smiled. Søren watched her while she folded Maja’s tiny Babygros and placed them in the suitcase.
    ‘Why can’t you stay here?’ he blurted out. Katrine laughed. Then she asked him if he had told his family about Maja yet. Søren was just about to lie, but he hesitated a fraction of a second. Katrine shook her head.
    ‘How long are you going to keep your daughter a secret?’
    Søren went to the window with Maja in his arms. This time, it was a Nissan Micra that ran a red light.
    ‘I’ll tell my grandfather this Christmas,’ he said. ‘When I’ve got some time off and everything has calmed down a bit.’
    ‘I would like to meet him,’ Katrine said.
    His eyes widened. ‘Are you serious?’
    ‘Yes,’ Katrine replied. ‘I really would. If you ever have the guts to tell him.’ Katrine winked at Søren. ‘Perhaps we could have lunch together, when we’re back, all of us.’
    ‘Including Bo?’ Søren winked back at her.
    ‘Yes, of course,’ Katrine smiled.
    Søren nodded. Then he