Free 1st (Love For Sale) by Michelle Hughes Page A

a grin, again unknowingly.
    “Didn’t mind that much, did you?  Let me just say, I was going extremely easy on you.  If I’d wanted to discipline you truly, that little ass of yours would still be stinging.”
    That wiped the smile right off my face and put one back on his.  “Changes things a bit for you.  A spanking can be a sensual experience, but when done to train, I think you’ll find it’s not something you’ll want to suffer through again.”
    “On that note, let’s discuss how I’ll learn what you can handle. Safe words, those are words you can use to slow down or stop an action, in the beginning we’ll use them.  Once I know you better, they won’t be needed, but I think it will give you a little reassurance.  All you have to do if something arises that you honestly can’t handle is use the word red.  Utter that word and everything we are doing will stop so we can talk it through.  If you’re just unsure, say yellow and we’ll slow down, but not completely end a session.”
    “What’s a session and why would I need to stop you?  This is really freaking me out, Seth. I don’t know what kind of games you play, but the way you’re talking I’ll hate them.”
    He looked at me indulgently, or more accurately as an authority figure would a person with limited understanding.  “A session is nothing more than a situation we’re in, and it’s not a game.  I’m going to open your eyes to a world of sensual pleasure, but it’s nonconventional so most of it will be foreign to you at first.”
    “Nonconventional?  That really doesn’t explain anything.”  I was getting frustrated at the discussion and wished he’d speak plain English.
    “Telling you the things I plan to do would probably frighten you until you’ve experienced them, so I’d rather just show you.”
    “That really isn’t helping.” I honestly had no idea what he could say to me that would make me more afraid than I already was, and not knowing made my nerves feel on edge.  I stood up and paced the large study, wondering what the hell I’d gotten myself into.  Seth was undoubtedly gorgeous, but the conversation led me to think he had a few screws loose.
    He stood up and walked over to me, grabbing both my hands.  “I know this all seems strange to you, kitten, but you’ll learn to trust me.  I promise if you do that you won’t regret it, unless of course, you let fear stop me from playing with you the way I want.”
    “You’re giving me so many mixed signals I don’t know what to think right now.”  His hands felt so warm in mine and I wanted to melt into his mindset just so I could feel him touch me again.
    “Then let me show you my world and stop thinking.  All you have to do is say yes.  If you discover it’s not for you, well, then you have your safe words.”
    He made it sound so easy, and standing this close to him, I wanted to agree.  “So red or yellow, and anything you’re doing stops or slows down?” He pressed against me and my body tingled in awakening, even my nipples tightened into painful little buds.
    “For now, yes.  I need to earn your trust, and the safety net will help me gain that.”  His hands dropped mine, and moved to my ass, pressing me against his impressive hard on.  The sweatpants did little to hide his desire, and I wanted the pleasure I knew he could offer.
    “Then I accept.” My hands lifted to his shoulders.  He was so tall I couldn’t wrap my arms around his neck.
    Those lips lowered to mine, and the kiss he gave was delicious, leaving me longing for even more.  Instead of continuing it, he broke away and took a few steps back.  The smile on his face moved back to the egotistical look I was beginning to expect.
    “So you’ll move your things in tomorrow.”
    “Wait.  You expect me to move in with you?  I can’t do that.  Mckayla needs me to pay rent, I have a job, and you never mentioned any of that last night.”  Holy crap, I couldn’t live