head.
âElián,â she said, spreading her hand against his cheek. âWhat is your plan here? Theyâre machines . They donât have qualms. They wonât become tired. They wonât simply give up.â
âSo, what? I should just lie back and enjoyââ
A shockâloud enough to hear, a sound like one popcorn kernel popping. Elián didnât even cry out; he just crumpled. He would have gone to the floor except that Xie caught him. She and Thandi held him for a moment as he flopped limply. Then Elián seemed to both strengthen and sag. Tension came into him, and he bent his head forward to rest in his own hands.
âElián, I am impressed with your strength of will,â said Xie. âBut you are one of the Children of Peace now. Other fates are tied to yours.â
Elián snarled without looking up: âIâm not a goddamned Child of Peace!â
Everyone drew breath, waitedâbut no shock came.
Elián lifted his head, looking for a moment bewildered.
Thandi shook her head. âYou have no idea,â she said. âNo idea.â She jerked upright and grabbed the apple buckets. âI have toâ I am going to get more apples.â
Grego and Xie looked at each otherâI was missing something hereâand then Grego bowed to Thandi. âCertainly, you should.â
âExplain to him,â said Thandi to Xie, as she stalked out. âExplain to him that itâs all of us.â
Is it racist to think of Thandi in terms of African animals? I was not sure. Once, sheâd told me I had a face like an Irish wolfhound, and that had not felt like a racial remark, merely an overly astute one. In any case, she went out, and I thought of a cheetahâs sway, fragile and strong and proud.
âWhat does she mean?â Elián surprised meâhe could get up, and he did. Grego, meanwhile, set an unexpected example, turning one of the hand cranks that lowered the wooden press on the long spool of its screw. I took the other, and soon the friendly creak-click of the wooden gears filled the little space.
Elián stood there, bewildered. âDa-Xia, what does she mean?â
Xie shook her head, almost fondly, as if at a childâs folly. âThe Abbot asked if we could be a stabilizing influence on you. And Iâor rather, Greta and Iâwe said yes.â
âAnd if you canât?â
We all just looked at him. Surely it wasnât that hard to work out.
But Elián didnât seem to be working it out. He looked at me, rather wide-eyed. Evidently Guinevere needed to spell it out for Spartacus. I said, âWeâll be punished collectively. We have been already. And we will be again.â
âBut thatâs notâ I didnâtâ Thatâs not fair!â
âIt is the Precepture,â said Xie.
And it was.
7
A SPOT OF TROUBLE
H owever bullheaded and masochistic Elián had been on his own account, he settled down when he realized that other fates were tied to his. In the gardens, in the refectoryâanywhere we were in sight of the younger childrenâhe behaved less stupidly.
Or at least he dammed up his stupidity for a while. Like any force of nature, it sought new channels. In the classroom he was hopeless, and sometimes ended up flat on the floor, which can put a dent in the discussion of (say) aquifers.
For instance, there was the day when we fell to arguing about why the Children of the Preceptures spoke Englishâa practice that Thandi had picked as her cultural injustice of the day. Da-Xia had quoted from the Utterances: Too bad. Theyâve got to speak something.
âHeâs not a god,â Thandi had answered. âTalis is not a god, and the Utterances are not a holy writ.â
Da-Xia had smiled at her, her voice dripping honey. âNear enough.â
The bickering then became general. Grego (a Baltic nobleman struggling under the weight of his Russian