a big hug good-bye. The dog looked out the window at Sammy as they pulled away. As Theo drove up the FDR she watched the Brooklyn Bridge get smaller in her rearview mirror. She vowed to find a job in Brooklyn as soon as possible so she could leave that shit hole, Yonkers.
five
Everything about life in Yonkers felt like a punishment now. She hated Doralina, whoâd taken to knocking on her bedroom door late at night and sitting dramatically on the futon.
âThis is really hard for me, because I have a lot of shame,â Doralina would start, âbut can I borrow twenty dollars until my check comes?â
Theo didnât believe it was hard for Doralina to ask for money, since she seemed to do it several times a week. She hadnât had any extra money since sheâd moved to New York, and if she came into some she sure as shit wasnât going to hand it over to Doralina to buy Tang and cigarettes from the Kwik Stop.
When Theo wouldnât loan her money Doralina retaliated by creating fake problems in the house. One day when she came home from work Doralina was waiting for her, sitting somberly in the living room with her hands folded in her lap.
âHello,â Theo said, surprised to see her out of her ESPN cave.
âI have a problem,â Doralina said gravely.
âIs your son okay?â Theo asked, her heart softening.
She worried for a second that he had been killed. Theo had never met him; he lived with Doralinaâs mother, but each day as she walked in and out of the house she passed his picture. He looked about eight years old and smiled stiffly from behind the armor of his maroon-and-white school uniform. Doralinaâs mother had agreed to take care of him while she went back to school. But in the three months Theo had lived in the house sheâd never seen Doralina do any schoolwork. In fact, the only time she ever left the house was when Theo gave her a ride somewhere.
Doralina looked confused for a second and said, âMy son? Heâs fine.â
âSo whatâs the matter, then?â
She led Theo into the bathroom and pointed out some stray hairs trapped in a clump of suds in the bottom of the tub. Apparently, Doralina was pissed because Theo had been the last person to take a shower and four of her hairs were swimming in a small pool of water around the drain.
âWe canât do that,â Doralina said.
âThis is the serious problem?â Theo asked.
Doralina glared at her.
âThe drain sucks,â Theo said. âI canât wait forty-five minutes after Iâm done taking a shower for the tub to drain so then I can rinse it out. Otherwise Iâd be late for work .â
Theo spit out, work âthe thing Doralina didnât do. She tried to convey her disgust for Doralinaâs joblessness by looking straight into her eyes with a martyrâs gaze when she said the word work . Even the woman on Hooked who smoked twenty-five PCP cigarettes a day went to workâshe in fact had two jobs, but Theo didnât say that.
Doralina returned Theoâs cold stare and then repeated, âWe canât do that,â before angrily walking back to the kitchen, jerking her curtain to the side and going back into her cave.
Theo was desperate to find a job in Brooklyn, and at night after work she perused the get-rich-quick jobs on the back of the weekly newspaper. People were needed everywhere to donate their eggs, work on cruise ships and fishing boats, be in depression and alcohol studies. Most of all there were gentlemen looking for escorts. Theo picked up the phone and dialed Sammy.
âTell me why I shouldnât get a job on a fishing boat?â Theo asked.
âGirl! Itâs cold and back-breaking and you will never get the fish smell off you. Never again.â
âI canât live in this house another minute,â Theo whispered.
âGood. Because I think I found us an
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