sat myself down in front of my computer with the intention of getting some work done. But my mind veered continually off course until I heard the crunch of tires on our gravel driveway and rose to peer surreptitiously out thewindow. Miriam Nash stepped out of the passenger side of her husbandâs very British SUV and began unstrapping Rose from her booster seat.
âWhen you come to Connecticut,â I heard her say, âyouâll get to see your cousins Madison and Lincoln.â Duncanâs sister had subscribed to the convention of naming her progeny after dead presidents. âWould you like that?â
I waited, tucked out of sight, feeling disoriented by events of the previous night, and watched Miriam, whose silver bob was pushed back neatly by a headband, and Rose, whose chaotic red curls looked like tangled yarn.
Miriam took Roseâs hand and led her up the stone path to the front steps of our tiny green gambrel cottage, which was once the residence of the caretaker to the large estate situated several hundred yards back.
Neat as a pin!
the ad had said. And despite its dated touchesâthe wood-paneled kitchen, the avocado-colored carpetâit was. The property was still crisscrossed with horse paddocks, though the Pritchards, from whom we rented, no longer rode or bred. Mrs. Pritchardâs husband had suffered a punctured lung from a kick from a stallion, and after that, the stable had been sold off, animal by animal.
When the bell rang, I hung back for a moment, then strapped on a big, gracious smile. âHi, you two,â I said warmly as I opened the front door. Squatting down, I held out my arms and let Rose fly into them. âMy girl,â I said, holding the back of her head in my hand. âI missed you.â With one of Roseâs hands in mine, I stood. âDid you guys have a fun night?â I asked, looking from Rose to Miriam and back to Rose again.
âYeah,â answered Rose casually, as she walked past me intoour home, letting her backpack slide off her back, âI got to have waffles for dinner.â
Miriamâs gaze followed Rose inside the house, where she was riffling through a bag full of grandparent-acquired booty. Rose loved to gather trinkets, to collect coins and wrappers and ribbons. She was always bereft when I insisted on throwing any of it away. It made me worry that she had some of my motherâs nature, that one day she would find herself a captive of it. âItâll be good for Rose,â said Miriam, her head tilted affectionately, âto have her daddy back in the States.â
âYeah,â I said, âshe was just asking about when she would see him again.â
Miriam let out a noise that signified her profound relief. âIâm
so glad
theyâre bringing him back to New York.â
From the inside out, I felt myself stiffen. âYou mean for the holidays?â I asked.
Miriam met my eye, her expression echoing the confusion in my own. âWell, heâll be back in time for Christmas,â she explained, with a gentle smile. âBut heâs moving back to the States. Heâs done in Tokyo.â
âOh,â I said, as if I were pleased, âthatâs great!â
Miriamâs face twisted just a touch, as if she found my ignorance troubling. âIâm sure heâll be calling you about it soon.â
âOh,â I said lightly, brushing away the slight, âIâm sure he will.â
Miriam nodded. âWhen we spoke to him,â she started cautiously, âwe mentioned how nice it would be to have Rose come and spend Christmas with us up in Connecticut.â My hand darted up to my chest and I began worrying my necklace, a single hammered gold disk with the letter
R
carved into it. Ithad been a gift from my mother.
And Warren,
the card had said. âIt would give her a chance to get to know her cousins,â Miriam explained. âAnd of course she