shriek if she does not have water soonâsooner than the four hours it will take her to walk out of the desert.
âAll right,â she says, relenting to the voice. âBut I keep the pants and boots.â
The sun does not argue.
Jessica claws out a foxhole deep enough to crawl into and she lets fall into it her camouflage cap and military ID. Then she removes her shirt and after folding it neatly, honorably, lays it in the hole so that the identification tags ALDRIDGE and US AIR FORCE are visible to the sky. She is nameless now. As she buries her past, the sun licks her bared skin.
CHAPTER 8
Florida
Dear Jessica,
As you sent no response to my last letter I have been reluctant to write again. But as I am where I am today because of bad judgment here goes. I especially hope writing you is no mistake after what happened here a few weeks ago.
The guards went through my cell and took all my old papers away. Everything I wrote about and everything you wrote to me about is gone. I thought it was punishment for a contraband pack of cigarettes I got caught with. But afterward a guard told me that your letters contained secret military information.
Nothing you wrote seemed that secret. Even the part about the wives of that terrorist guy. Though what does a fool like me sitting in a cell know? I hear the country out there has gone crazy. That you cannot climb into a plane without getting a naked x-ray now. That the police have cameras watching every street corner. Are steel bars the only difference anymore between being in a prison and being on the outside? The length of a leash though certainly does count so I hope those letters they took from me have not shortened yours. I wish I could turn back the clock and warn you about what not to write. But then my keepers would have read the warning. No matter how I turn it around this was going to be a lose-lose situation. And now I have lost you.
My child I guess I dont have anything else to write. You know where I am if you ever want to drop a line. If not bless you for the letters sent. That they were taken from me proves they were more than I deserve. Good thing I read them over a thousand times. I can remember every word.
Your loving father,
Don
CHAPTER 9
Nevada
âWhat the devil is willful defiance?â Voigt, at his desk behind closed doors, asks his wife. Linda rarely disturbs him at work. Itâs about their son Luke, suspended for two days.
âSome catch-all the schools use now,â Linda says.
Voigt hears a horn beep. Lindaâs on her way to pick up their son at Canyon High.
âApparently he was defending you to his homeroom teacher. It got heated.â
âThe teacher bring up the subject?â Voigt asks. Recently thereâd been drone protests outside the base. People arrested for lying down in the road and blocking traffic. Itâs not a mass movement yet, just an indicator of dissatisfaction. Is Lukeâs suspension another? If it werenât for that, he might admire the teacher for taking up the pacifist side in a school with a good percentage of students from military families. Isnât this, theoretically, what heâs fighting for? Freedom.
âI donât know,â Linda says. âLuke threw a book at the blackboard and they have zero tolerance for any hint of violence.â
âHell,â Voigt says. âIâll speak with him tonight. At least itâs only two days.â
Linda pauses a moment. âEverything good there?â
This is the Voigtsâ code. âYeah, weâre good.â What Voigt means is that there were no strikes today. That he wonât come home brooding. For other than this, he cannot go into details about what he does. âJust some paperwork from DC today.â
âGood. See you tonight then.â
âYou bet,â he says and rings off.
He turns to the letter againâa copy of Don Aldridgeâs latest correspondence to Jessica. A Janet