Free Jocelyn's Choice by Ella Jade

see how good this felt for him. His eyes were shut, he was breathing heavy, and his jaw was tight. He was absolutely beautiful, and he was mine. I'm making him feel this way. Only me .
    He slowed down his pace, and his strokes grew more deliberate with each thrust.
    I felt his body tighten. Then he screamed out my name as he gripped my hair. A few seconds later, he collapsed onto my chest. His breathing was erratic, and he didn't move for a few seconds. Then he pulled out of me, holding the base of his softening member so the condom wouldn't slip off. He gently kissed me before getting up and going into the bathroom. He was back in the room and in bed holding me within seconds.
    "That was perfect," he whispered against my hair.
    "Are you sure it was okay?" I asked. "I know I wasn't that good."
    "You were better than good," he said. "I didn't hurt you too much, did I?"
    "No, it wasn't as painful as I thought. You were very gentle."
    "I'll always be gentle with you." He smiled. "I'm . . . ." He left the sentence hang, something he'd done quite a lot lately, and that was so frustrating.
    "What is it?"
    "You're just really special to me," he said. "I hope you know that."
    "I do." I returned his smile. "I feel the same way about you."
    "Do you promise me you'll tell me if you're not okay?" He seemed really worried about me.
    "I'm better than okay, Alex," I said. "I'm glad it was with you."
    "I'm honored that you gave me something so special."
    He took my hand and pressed it to his lips. I started to giggle.
    "What is it, silly girl?" He laughed.
    "I lost my virginity on prom night." I snorted.
    "That is kinda funny. But, since you didn't actually attend, it's not as clichéd as you think."
    "I guess you're right." I snuggled into his chest and let out a deep, relaxed breath.
    "I love being in your arms."
    "Hmm . . . ." He sighed.
    "It's not time for me to go, is it?" I hated the thought of leaving him after what we had just shared.
    "No." He reached out, grabbed his phone, and pushed a few buttons.
    "What are you doing?"
    "Setting the alarm," he said. "I can hold you for a while, but in case we fall asleep, you won't miss curfew."
    "So responsible, Alex Jordan." I laughed.
    "I'll never do anything to get on Max's bad side." He pulled me closer to him.
    I cuddled close and played with the hair at his nape.

Chapter Seven
    I had just showered and was getting ready for bed. It was a little after eleven and unseasonably warm for May. I pulled on a tank top and a pair of shorts that said Pink across the butt. I wasn't one to shop for sexy underwear, but once Alex and I became intimate, I started spending more of my little paychecks at that particular store. I never bought anything outrageous, but I liked having my bra match my panties, and Alex never complained. Looking sexy for my man made me feel good.
    My phone beeped with a text message . . . .
    I'm on your porch .
    I got off my bed, looked outside, and saw an unfamiliar car in the driveway.
    What was he doing here?
    He'd gone out with his friends tonight to celebrate Dan getting a job at a law firm in Denver. He told me he'd probably be out late, but would make it up to me by taking me boating the next day.
    I ran downstairs and peeked through the small window by the front door. Alex was standing there, smiling at me. I quickly opened the door, and he stepped inside, turning to motion for the car to leave.
    He grabbed me, pushing me back into the house as he kicked the door shut with his foot. He picked me up and kissed me hard on the mouth.
    I could taste the alcohol on his breath. I wrapped my legs around his waist and ran my fingers through his hair as he walked us toward the steps.
    "The chief is on the overnight shift, right?"
    "Yes, but—"
    He covered my mouth with his, pushing his tongue inside and swirling it around.
    He carried me up the steps and to my bedroom. "This one?" He pointed to my room.
    I nodded. "What are you doing here?"
    He moved me to the bed and gently