Free The Road To Forgiveness by Justine Elvira

but in the end it would feel
like I was betraying Miles. I couldn’t have that.
    Sebastian moves his hips over mine and before
I have time to think he is thrusting inside me. He feels incredible
inside me.
    “Oh…. Sebastian… Yes!”
    “I love you, baby,” Sebastian says with his
head between my breasts.
    He’s moving at a leisurely place. Every time
he thrusts deep, he circles his hips before pulling out of me. It’s
amazing and I never want it to end. Its also torture.
    I can feel the slow build up of another
orgasm on the horizon but I know if he keeps up this pace I won’t
be able to take it. My body won’t be able to handle the
intensity.
    “Harder, I need it harder,” I breathe out
while looking down at him.
    He kisses his way up to my ear, as he
whispers, “No. Nice and slow, baby. I want it slow.”
    I groan in frustration as he keeps up his
leisurely pace. His lips moved to mine as he kisses me deeply,
sucking my tongue into his mouth. It feels incredible. My body is
shaking and my limbs are beginning to tingle all over. My body
can’t take much more.
    I squeezed his dick with my pussy. Milking
him over and over again in hopes he will loose control. Lucky for
me, he does.
    “Yes, “I think internally as he starts to
pound harder and harder in me. I start to feel dizzy as my pussy is
preparing for the most earth shattering orgasm of my life.
Sebastian thrusts one more time with a deep groan as he started to
come inside me. My body shoots over the edge as my orgasm takes
over and I start milking every last drop of Sebastian’s release.
Neither of us speaks. We can’t. It’s the craziest sexual experience
I have had with him. Every time with him is the best but this time
is record book sex. I know no one has ever experienced the
connection Sebastian and I just had. I’m completely sated.
    As my breathing starts to calm down,
Sebastian moves us both until we are lying under the sheets. I
drape my arm over his chest as he lifts my leg and placed it over
his body. There is no post-sex awkward conversation, no meaningful
looks. We both lay contently, basking in the silence until we both
drift off to sleep.
    *****
     
    “ Mommy, help me.”
    I was running through my house. I could here
his voice but I couldn’t tell where it was coming from.
    “ Where are you, Mommy? I need
you.”
    I opened the door to every room in the
hallway. He wasn’t in any of the rooms. I ran back to the kitchen
to see if I had missed something. I checked the cabinets, the
pantry and under the table.
    “ Save me, Mommy. Why aren’t you saving
me?"
    “ Where are you, Miles,” I screamed
    All of a sudden I hear a thud and tires
screech from outside the front of the house. I run out the front
door as I see a car speed down the road.
    “ Miles… Miles are you out there?”
    I don’t hear anything.
    I start to panic as I race around looking
for him. My heart stops. Miles is lying in the middle of the road,
covered in his own blood. His dead eyes are locked on mine.
    “ No!” I scream as I fall on to my knees on
my front lawn. Tears start to overflow my eyes as I stare at my
son’s lifeless body.
    “ It wasn’t supposed to happen like this. I
kept you home today. You shouldn’t have died.” I stand up and run
over to his lifeless body. I brush his hair out of his face as I
sob uncontrollably.
    “ Why? Why did you still die? I did it
right this time. Why…”
     
    My eyes shoot open with panic. I momentarily
forget where I am. I look around the dark room with no recognition
until my eyes land on Sebastian. He is sound asleep next me. My
heart starts to calm down as my breathing starts to slow from my
nightmare. I’ve been having them every night since I got back to
Georgia.
    I look past Sebastian at the clock and it’s a
little after four in the morning. I’m covered in sweat and I know I
will not be able to fall back asleep on the damp sheets. I look
over at Sebastian one last time. His worry lines aren’t