street if I hadnât called out her name.â
âYou were goinâ to warn her about your specter, werenât ya?â Bizzy asked sympathetically.
âI wanted to watch her and make sure she didnât cross the street without looking,â I explained. âI wasnât going to tell her anything specific.â
âI shudda explained it better. The thing with a specter â¦,â Bizzy said, struggling to find the right words. âThe thing with a death-specter is that tellinâ the subject of the specter about whatâll happen or tryinâ to hint they should change somethinâ that might kill âem has the opposite effect you want it to. Try anâ tell a person to avoid a place sheâs sâposed to meet her death and thatâs exactly where sheâll end up.â
âWhy?â I asked.
âFate,â Bizzy said, âadjusts quicker ân a hungry dog can lick a dish.â
âSo why do we see death-specters if we canât do anything about them?â
âThereâs always somethinâ to be done! Think of a death-specter like itâs a garden weed. You cut whatâs above the surface, and itâll grow back in no time, bigger ân ever. So you gotta get at the root to make sure itâs gone for good. When weâve got time on our side, the best we can do is figure out the root of why the person ends up in harmâs way and fix that.â Bizzy took a breath and continued. âI certainly donât have all the answers, Lizzy-Loo. But as far as I can tell, we only see unjust deaths. Deaths that are unnatural. If we figure out the why , we can do something about âem.â
It sort of made sense, but the heavy responsibility of it all was overwhelming.
âWhen will it happen again?â I asked.
âDepends on the person,â Bizzy said, shrugging her shoulders.
âHow often do you see them?â
âWhen you get to a certain age, you stop havinâ âem as frequently.â
âHow did you know that it was going to be my first today?â
âThe first is always on a girlâs fourteenth Halloweenâthe day the world of spirits connects with the world of mortals,â Bizzy said matter-of-factly.
âSo, Iâll definitely see more?â I asked, my anxiety growing. âThere will be more names on my hand?â Bizzy looked at me and her eyes shifted back and forth in their sockets. I had never seen her so uncertain.
âThere will be more, yes,â she said with her head down.
âIt can be anyone?â
âI only see the names of those I care about,â Bizzy said.
âThat little girl from the accident ⦠in the black dress. Who was she?â I thought of the tiny girl with the white hair. Her unearthly scream had given me chills down my spine.
âThat werenât no girl at all. That was a screaminâ banshee.â
âA screaming what ?â I couldnât stomach the thought that there was more to this new life I had to try to understand. It was too much.
âBanshees ⦠are creatures from beyond sent to usher souls from this world to the next,â Bizzy said.
âSo the girl was a spirit? Like the grim reaper or something? Because she sure didnât look like a grim reaper.â
Bizzy closed her eyes, sighing. âThe thing about banshees is,â she began, âtheyâre escorts who come to usher a newly dead soul from this world. Whenever we save someone who was previously scheduled to pass on, a banshee arrives, like usual. Only, because weâve saved the life, there is no soul to collect. A banshee is like a petulant child in that way. If it donât get what it was sent afterâthe soul of the recently departed personâit throws a tantrum. Turns into a fiend. When this happens, banshees let off that piercing scream. But itâs not just painful for us, Sweet Pea, itâs more than