sorry, Naomi, but as you say, you shouldnât have agreed to it in the first place. I know Elise has acted badly, but two wrongs donât make a right. I canât imagine Elise was too pleased with you dropping out at the last minute?â
âErâ¦well, there are loads of other people who are my size whoâd love to be her modelâ¦â
âAll the same, if sheâs fitted clothes to your exact measurements, sheâs sure to have to make alterations. But more to the point, youâve let her down, Naomi.â
I wanted to say, âYes, but she let me down.â Only there was no point. Iâd never get Mum to see that being chosen because of being a princess is unbearable for me. So I stayed quiet.
âWell I canât make you do the show, but I have to say itâs unlikely youâll be interviewed as an ordinary student who has nothing to do with the fashion show. And that would be a good publicity opportunity for Just Water missed.â
âIâll try and explain to Miss Owen and Miss Carol about why I pulled out, andâ¦â I trailed off because I couldnât be sure that the teachers would understand my decision. But I hoped against hope that Miss Carol would. Sheâs such a fair and understanding person and I really like her.
âHave a good think about it, and try to see things from all points of view, Naomi.â
âOkay. Iâd better go now, Mum. Itâs supper time. But Iâllâ¦phone you when Iâve talked to Miss Carol.â
After Iâd rung off, I realized I was so cold my teeth were starting to chatter, and I did a big involuntary shudder, partly because of the cold and partly because I was upset. I had tears in my eyes as I got up to go back to school.
By the time I reached the dining hall, I was looking forward to getting some warm food inside me, but I definitely wasnât looking forward to telling the others what had happened. And I was positively dreading seeing Elise or any of her friends. In fact, it might have spread all round the Year Tens and Elevens that Naomi Okanta was a selfish little prima donna, and they might all hate me. I shivered and went to join the queue.
When I finally found the courage to look round, I saw Katy, Georgie and Mia waving excitedly at me. Georgie was mouthing something, because sheâd never be heard above the noise of chatter and cutlery on plates even if she shouted. I shrugged and smiled to show I didnât know what she was saying, though it was obvious really. They all wanted to know how Iâd got on at the rehearsal. I swallowed and tried to prepare some words.
Sitting down next to Katy, I started to feel ridiculously nervous. But I kept telling myself sheâs my best friend and is sure to support my decision. I wasnât so confident about Georgie, but Mia would probably make her understand how I felt.
âSo, tell us all about it,â said Katy immediately.
I swallowed and blinked. âWell, it was awful, actuallyâ¦â
All three of them gasped.
âWhy? What happened?â asked Georgie, stopping eating and staring at me, wide-eyed with curiosity.
I took a deep breath. âI hated it. I felt so nervous. My legs turned to jellyââ
âBut did you walk the way you showed us at Hazeldean?â Georgie interrupted.
âI did my bestâ¦â
âAnd did you manage to fit your steps to the music okay?â asked Mia.
âYesâ¦â
âWell you must have been brilliant!â said Katy. âI bet youâre just being modest.â
âI felt so youngâ¦â
Katy put her arm round me. âI hope no one criticized you or anything just because youâre the youngest.â
âWhat did Elise say?â asked Georgie.
âWhat did the teachers say?â asked Mia. âWerenât they impressed with you?â
This conversation wasnât going at all as Iâd hoped. By now I should