alterations to her outfits, but nothing much. And an older girl would look ten times better than me in those designs. I hadnât even tried on the third outfit yet, so there wouldnât be any alterations to that one.
All the same it was true that Iâd acted like a prima donna, and I couldnât help feeling embarrassed about suddenly announcing that I couldnât go on and dramatically running away. The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt. I started to imagine myself telling Katy and the others what Iâd done. It wouldnât be easy to explain, and I wasnât at all sure how theyâd react.
Inside my skirt pocket my phone vibrated. I pulled it out and looked at the number. The screen said Home . Mum occasionally phoned at this time, just before supper. So now I was going to have to explain to Mum what had happened as well, and I simply wasnât prepared. But I couldnât not answer her, so I pressed the green button.
âHi, Mum.â And I suddenly realized that the fashion show didnât have to be mentioned at all if I could keep the conversation on other things. My brain started scouring around for what I could talk about, but Mum didnât give me time to say anything.
âJust a quick call, Naomi. I wanted to let you know that Miss Carol phoned to ask our permission for you to be interviewed by someone from the local television station on the night of the fashion show, and of course we were delighted because itâs all good publicity. So you might like to start thinking about what youâre going to say. You know how your father always says itâs much better to be prepared.â
My heart had been sinking more and more as Mum had been talking. I was going to have to admit what Iâd done. I couldnât pretend nothing had happened, because eventually my parents would find out and it would make things worse if they discovered Iâd been keeping it secret. But Iâd play it right down. Yes, thatâs what Iâd do.
âThe thing is, Mum, we had the first rehearsal just now and it was obvious I didnât really fit in, soâ¦Elise is going to try and get someone older insteadâ¦â
There was silence on the other end of the phone.
I plunged on. âIâm not upset or anythingâ¦and it doesnât meanâ¦I canât do the interview.â I wasnât sure if that was true, but I was trying not to annoy Mum too much.
âWhat do you mean, you didnât fit in?â
âWellâ¦I felt too young.â
âAh! You felt too young. It wasnât that Elise or any members of staff thought you were too young?â
Now the silence was at my end of the phone. I couldnât lie. There was no way out of this one.
âNo,â I whispered.
âOh, Naomi, tell me what happened.â
Mumâs voice was filled with disappointment, but I couldnât tell whether it was the kind of disappointment thatâs close to sympathy, or the kind that could easily tip over into annoyance. I didnât want her to be cross with me, but itâs always been so hard to make her understand how I feel about being a princess and wanting that part of my life to be separate from school, and not to get in the way of how people look at me.
âWellâ¦Elise was really boasting about how sheâd deliberately chosen a princess for a model because that was sure to make her the winner of the competition, and Iâve got to wear a tiara, and I couldnât bear it. And⦠â I broke into another gabble. ââ¦I canât tell you what itâs like walking down a catwalk. Miss Pritchard said you have to show off, and you know I hate people looking at me. I just wish Iâd never agreed in the first place, but the others thought I ought to, and all I could think was how it would be helping Just Water, so thatâs why I said yes.â
I heard Mum sighing heavily. âIâm