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Pauline and Me
âItâs such a good tree,â Pauline says.
âYes. Lovely.â We both know how we feel about it â words arenât needed, really.
Itâs almost three years since our tree nearly got destroyed, but we still have these moments of feeling glad itâs here.
Iâm above her, sitting astride the big branch that sticks out sideways. Paulineâs in the place where the main trunk divides. She doesnât like being higher up, she says thereâs too much air under her feet. I donât mind. Itâs like being on a big horse, riding through the sky.
I can see the bomb crater over the top of the bushes from where I am, itâs near the barbedwire encampment where the anti-aircraftguns are. Thereâs water at the bottom of the crater now, and brambles are growing round the edge. It isnât the only one. A whole stick of bombs fell on the common that night, but this is the one that nearly got our tree. We didnât know until we came up a day or two later. Most of its smaller branches had been blown off and it looked an awful mess, but it was still standing.
The air raids stopped soon after that. Nights went by, and the sirens didnât sound. We went on sleeping in the shelter in our garden for quite a while, then Mum said she thought we could come back indoors. Itâs been great to sleep in my own bed, with a proper bedside light instead of a Hurricane oil lamp hanging on the concrete wall and casting weird shadows.
âWe had a letter from my dad this morning,â Pauline says.
âDid you? Is he OK?â
Her dad is away in the Army.
âYes, heâs fine. He says the war will be over soon â he reckons weâve got them on the run.â She means the Germans, of course. Pauline always sounds very tough, like her dad.He used to work in the garage on the corner of our road until he got called up. I remember him as a thin man in a navy boiler suit, with red hair like Paulineâs only cut so short that you wouldnât know it was curly.
I wonder if heâs right about the war ending. I was six when it began, and Iâm eleven now. Looking back to when I was small, everything seems full of sunshine and ice creams, though perhaps Iâm just remembering the good bits. The streets used to be lit up at night and we didnât have to pull blackout curtains across our windows. The shops were full of things to buy if you had the money. Now, most of them are boarded up because of bomb blast, and thereâs nothing in them anyway except the rationed stuff: meat, cheese, sugar, margarine. One packet of butter a week, to share between four of us. Mum divides it up into four dishes, otherwise my brother Ian says itâs not fair.
âDad thinks he might be home by Christmas,â Pauline goes on. âBut Mum says we mustnât count our chickens.â
Paulineâs mum is skinny, too, like her husband. She works in a munitions factory, putting explosive into shell-cases, so Pauline and her big sister Chrissie look after the two younger ones a lot of the time. Itâs a bit of a squeeze in their small house, and thereâs no indoor toilet â you have to go across the yard. Lots of houses are like that.
Weâre lucky really. Our house was built just before the war, and itâs got a bathroom and toilet upstairs and another little toilet outside by the coal shed. And there are three bedrooms, so I donât have to share with Ian. Heâs not five yet, but heâs fussy about the way his stuff is arranged. He hates it if you move anything. I leave things all over the place, and he thinks thatâs awful. Weâd drive each other up the wall if we shared a room.
âKatie,â says Pauline, âhave you done your homework yet?â
âCourse not.â
I know what sheâs going to ask.
âCan I come round to yours and weâll do it together? Itâs just the French,