move to the twelve. âOkay, go.â She was still standing up at the edge of the bed.
Jake took a breath and looked at the ceiling. âBorn in Boston. Last of four boys. Dad took off when I was two. Mom taught first grade, so we had no money. At three, got a baseball. That was big. That was major. Moved in with Grandma, above a bar, all of us, at five. Little League at six. Oldest brother shot when I was nine. Shot, but survived. I started pitching. Arrested for possession my junior year, high school.â
âArrested?â
â
Convicted.
Served two months at Elk Island. House of Corrections.â
âPossession of what?â She sat on the bed and turned to face him. She was intrigued.
âCocaine.â
âWow.â She pulled her blouse down over her underwear, over her thighs.
âMy older brother dealt. I delivered. Itâs a long story, but it got me into Brown.â
Ally smiled. âJail time. Of course.â
Jake smiled. âThey wanted my pitching. I had straight As and the baseball thing so . . . Four partial scholarship offers. Chose Brown, to pitch for the Bears . . . Three weddings later, five nephews, I quit school and decide to hit on my smokinâ professor.â
âIs that me?â
âYup.â
Ally smiled. âTime,â she said and stretched her legs toward him. He picked up her foot and bit her big toe and put it down again. Ally smiled. She gave him the watch.
Jake lit up the face and waited. âOkay, okay, wait, wait . . . Go.â
Ally thought about it. Defining moments? Defining moments. âBorn in New York,â she started and smiled. âOnly child. Dad died when I was six. Pretend to remember him, but I donât. We have that in common.â Jake nodded.
âLizzie too. No dad.â She paused. âMy mom was depressed. For a long time. Still is. Still is, I think. Never got over him. Then I got out. Accepted to Georgetown. Knocked myself upâI told you that. Had my baby, Elizabeth Claire. Moved to Providence to TA, for my PhD, and lived for nine whole years in this house. Turned thirty-one two months ago, and . . . and this student hit on me . . . The one I always thought was . . . so cute.â
They stared at each other, both silent.
âNow do you know me?â Jake asked and smiled.
âNo,â she said, staring at him, basking in how handsome he was.
âSo sheâs safe there, and youâre safe here? Dead bolt, windows, me, done. Everyoneâs safe, and you can be Ally for a few hours? Ally, not Mommy?â
âIâm always Mommy.â
He nodded and placed his hand on her ankle. âGood mom. Good daughter. All these roles we play.â
âItâs not a role,â Ally said, shaking her head. âItâs who I am.â
He walked his fingers, his middle and pointer, to the center of her shin and up to her knee. âGood professor.â He leaned forward onto his stomach. By Allyâs side, he propped himself up and inspected her leg. âKiller gams, by the way . . .â
Ally smiled.
He took her leg, rotated it, and kissed the nook in the back of her knee. Then he continued to walk his fingers past her knee and up her thigh.
Ally watched. The side of her mouth curled into a smile. What was he doing?
At the top of her thigh, he splayed his hand. His fingers spread out around her leg, and he gripped it as if to measure its girth. Then he leaned in and kissed a freckle. âSince weâre playing âget to know youâ. . . how many freckles do you have? Do you know?â
âNo.â
Jake nodded. âMaybe you donât know someone . . . until you know how many freckles they have . . .â He circled the freckle with his finger. âOne,â he said and gazed down the bed, back to her foot. âDo you