kitchen ceiling. âI think maybe you got some rot up there. See how itâs peeling?â
Dad looked at the ceiling. âOne thing at a time.â
âIf you say so,â Ollie said. He gave the ceiling a longing look and disappeared from view.
âThat guyâs crazy about rot,â Miri whispered.
âYeah,â Molly said vaguely.
âI got scared youâd gone back,â Miri confided, hoping for an indignant denial.
Molly nodded.
Miri pressed, âEven though I know you wouldnât.â
Molly shook her head, but she didnât look Miri in the eye.
âYou wouldnât, would you?â demanded Miri.
âNo. Course not,â Molly said. âAnd anyway, Dadâs about to board up the door. In a few minutes, I wouldnât be able to get back even if I wanted to.â
Miri gave her a sharp glance. Who was she kidding? Molly wasnât a person who could be stopped by anything so paltry as a few boards. She was faking.
Chapter 6
Was she faking? For roughly the millionth time that week, Miri wondered.
âWaaay back!â called Ray. âTo the driveway!â
âYouâre dreaming!â hollered Molly. She took one step back. âYouâll
maybe
get it to the tree.â
They were playing lettuce-ball, the only fun part of grocery shopping. Basically, it was football with heads of lettuce, but they werenât allowed to ruin the lettuce, so it was mostly passing and yelling.
Even though lettuce-ball was the only sport she truly enjoyed, Miri wasnât having a good time. She couldnât keep her mind on the game. She was too busy watching Molly from the corner of her eye, trying to read her mind. Was she planning togo back in time to save Maudie? Was she planning to erase herself from Miriâs life? What was she thinking? Oopsâlettuce sailed past Miriâs shoulder, and Nora caught it, shrieking with excitement. âI got it! I got it!â
Noraâs triumph didnât last long. Molly raced forward to scoop her and her lettuce up and head for the goal (lettuce-ball was also like soccer). âShe scores!â she screamed over her shoulder as she ran.
âNo, she doesnât!â shouted Robbie, chasing her down.
Miri stood in the shade of the elm tree, watching Molly. No. Sheâd never do it. Look how much fun she was having. Sheâd never play around like that if she was leaving. Sheâd be tense and worried, or maybe thatâs just how Miri herself would beââOw!â This time, the lettuce hit her on the forehead.
Miri had been repeating versions of this argument all week long. Each day, she and Molly went to school, came home on the bus, played with Cookie, did their homework, read, went to bed, and did everything they normally did. Except that it wasnât normal.
The most un-normal part was not talking about it. Miri had tried. In the middle of finding the volume of a cylinderâa pointless project, in Miriâs opinionâshe laid down her pencil. âAre you thinking about Maudie?â she whispered.
Mollyâs eyes darted guiltily away. âNo. Nope,â she said. Then, âCan we round up the decimals?â
Meanwhile, Ollie worked on the porch, with Miri silently cheering him on. Once it was finished, the hole in time would be pluggedâshe felt certain of it. Five little boards over the back door were no protection from the past, Miri knew. 1918 was waiting, just over that feeble hurdle, and if Miri realized it, she knew that Molly did, too. She could almost see the past, crouched outside the door like a wild animal, ready to eat Molly up.
Youâre not sure how it works, she reminded herself. But she was almost sure. Just as she had explained to Molly before, she felt certain that their house was a place where the barriers separating past and present were very, very thin. All the events, the lives, the pasts that had ever taken place inside the house
Katlin Stack, Russell Barber