ell, since weâre spending so much time on the phone talking, Iâve been meaning to ask you. Did you know Jasper was fucking Felecia?â
Silence, followed by a deep breath. âYo, câmon, Pash. Donât.â
âDonât what, Montgomery?â I can almost see him cringing through the phone as I call him by his birth name. I smirk.
âDonât put me in the middle of this. Iâve already fucked up ânâ crossed lines I shouldna.â
I tsk . âUmm, itâs a little too late to be worried about that now, Monty , donât you think? Youâve already had your dick in the middle of my lips, so you might as well get in the middle of everything else and tell me what I want to know. So, answer the question, please. Did you know about Jasper fucking Felecia?â Of course he knew. But I want to see if heâs willing to admit it.
âShit,â he mutters, blowing out another breath. âYeah, I knew.â
âMmmph. Wasnât I the silly fool in the room. Here I thought all that time the bitch was giving you the pussy. And, all the while, that trick-bitch was on her slutty-ass knees swallowing Jasperâs babies and letting him fuck her in the ass. You and everyone else obviously knew he was fucking that shitty bitch, except me. And all of you were grinning in my damn face.â
âYo, câmon, Pash. It wasnât even like that. Not witâ me ânâ you, anyway.â
I grunt. âMmmph. Isnât that special. Thatâs what your mouth says. But I canât tell.â
âCâmon, Pash. Stop it, ma. I never smiled in your face on some sly shit. What was I sâposed to do, huh? Rat Jasp out? Nah, thatâs not how I move. You should know me better than that, Pash. No matter how fucked up that situation was, it wasnât my place to say anything. That shit wasnât my business, feel me?â
I roll my eyes up in my head, scrolling through pictures of Jaylen that Greta took of him this afternoon, then emailed to me. I touch the screen of my laptop, tracing his little smiling face. I love you so much, my handsome, little prince.
Not being with my son is killing me!
I suck my teeth. âWhatever, Stax, you did what you were supposed to do. Keep their dirty little secret safe.â
It all makes sense now. The times when Stax would be here and Iâd walk up on the two of them looking all cozy, huddled up in each otherâs faces, whispering, as if they were conspiring. Then the minute one of them would notice me coming into their space, the body language would shift, the conversation would abruptly stop, or theyâd quickly change the subject, making them both look suspect. But Iâd always act as if I hadnât peeped it. But it always stuck in the back of my head that that bitch was up to something. And somehow Stax was connected.
I just didnât know what.
Stax sighs. âPash, on some real shit. I was never down witâ how she was movinâ. I ainât gonna front on you, Pash. Anytime youâd peep us huddled up, it was me tryna convince her to get her mind right. Or sheâd be tryna cry on my shoulder âbout how Jasp wasplayinâ her ânâ how she got caught up in her feelinâs for him, ânâ askinâ me what she should do.â
Ohmygod! The silly bitch was really in love with Jasper. Mmmph. Dead, stupid bitch! Isnât that some shit!
âMmmph. If you say so.â I glance up at the surveillance monitor, then over at the clock. Itâs a little after eight p.m. I watch as Mel unlocks the shopâs door, then steps inside. The slutty me canât help but wonder what he looks like butt-naked, or better yetâ¦with his pants dropped down around his ankles and his dick hanging out of the slit of his underwear.
I lick my lips and swallow.
âYo, what you mean by that?â
âIt means what I said.â
âOh, so you