she didnât put him back, and scratched his shoulders and buttocks and legs and he said âEvelyn, that hurts,â but then thought it doesnât hurt that much but let her think it did, maybe itâll help her later in some way, and he said âYes, this is memorable sex,â and she said âYouâve never talked once during it, but Iâm glad, frivolous as what you said is.â Then she jiggled a bit and came, he was still out of her and he thinks not even semi-erect, and she said âWant me to minister to it in some way, Iâve still lots of kick and hot wind left,â and he said âNo, Iâm just sleepy and have been practically all day, thatâs the only reason. Nothing to do with youâit was great.â He let her hold him as she fell asleep and then he turned over on his side. In the morning he pretended to sleep while she got out of bed and washed and dressed, then said âOh, you up?â and got dressed and made the bed and put on his jacket and she said âCanât I have a cup of coffeeâfor the road?â and he said âIâm sorry, thought you wanted to get out of here,â and made it, they read yesterdayâs newspaper while they had coffee and toast, then he walked her to her car. She started crying the moment she got in it and he said âDonât, please,â and indicated with his hand for her to wipe the tears away and she opened the window and said âI bet if I had a normal foot and no limp and hole weâd still be seeing each other or this wouldnât be the last timeâmaybe only the penultimate one; say, how about it being that, Gouldâplease?â and he said âYou really put me in a position,â and to himself, Sheâs probably right, he wouldnât give her up till something better came along or till he saw it was getting too risky sticking with her and that when he finally had to break it off it would hurt her even worse than it has today, and she would be a different person too without that limp and hole, not so sullen and abject and self-pitying and whatever else, for her whole psyche seems to be postulated on that foot, and the sex last night was the best heâs had with her so far, even if he didnât ejaculateâat least she was up there and trying out things and acting free, but he said âLook, sometimes the guy leaves, sometimes the girl, thatâs the way it is, so Iâm saying Iâve been deep in the dumps about it too,â and she said âWith me, itâs always the guy, though there havenât been a whole lot of them,â and he said âFunny, because with meâwell, not always and Iâm sure, by a much wider margin and not just because youâre a woman, not always with you too,â and she said âThatâs true. Though of course I could be lying there because I donât want you to think Iâm an utter loser and thus reduce my chances of ever getting together with you again, but youâll never know unless you call me,â and she started the car and he walked away. When he heard it pulling out of the spot he turned around and waved but couldnât tell if she saw him. She called two months later and he said âHi, how are you?â and she said âNot so great. I aborted our fetus two days ago,â and he said âOh my goodness, God, Iâm sorry, why didnât you tell me before this?â and she said âYou wouldnât have cared,â and he said âNot so, I would have done something,â and she asked what, and he said âI donât know, helped you with the abortionâmoney if you needed itâtaken you to the doctor to have it, things like that,â and she said âYou wouldnât have wanted me to keep the baby and then married me, right?â and he said âMarriage? Why would you want to be married to me? I have almost no money; I donât really know