myself.â
About time , Sam thought. Sheâd been selecting her own clothes forever. But she only said, âLooks good to me.â
âThanks,â Jen said. âMom said I was dressed to go muck out stalls, but I stood firm. The thing isââJen lowered her voiceââI donât really care.â
âSo, you have horses?â
A queasy look crossed Jenâs face, and Sam worried that sheâd ended the friendship before it had begun. How could she have forgotten what Jake had told her? The Kenworthys had been on the verge of losing their ranch when Slocum offered to buy it.
âWell, yeah,â Jen said. âYou rememberââ
âI do. Sorry,â Sam apologized. âI forgot.â
âNo big deal.â Jen ducked her head. âAfter all, I forgot you, uh, didnât have a mom to say stupid things to you, like mine does.â
Silence simmered between them for a minute.Theyâd both messed up and admitted it. That seemed a fine beginning for a friendship.
âBut, yeah,â Jen said at last, âwe still have a few horses. Mine is Silk Stocking, but I call her Silly. Sheâs a truly ditzy palomino mare.â Jen shook her head, then added, âI plan to be a vet, though, and sheâs better than a textbook on horse neuroses.â
âSheâd probably get along great with Ace, my little mustang. All the other horses like to push him around.â Sam met Jenâs eyes. Clearly, they both loved their horses, no matter what. âWe should go ride sometime.â
The roar of the yellow school bus ended their conversation. Jen didnât do more than nod, and Sam didnât mention the ride would have to wait until she was out of trouble.
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The morning hours were filled with slamming lockers, ringing bells, and shouting voices. Guided by a useless photocopied map, Sam navigated miles of mazelike halls. She made it to each class on time, but Jakeâs warning about weeping freshmen kept her from visiting her locker until lunch hour.
Arms aching, Sam approached her locker, carrying every book from each morning class. In little tiny ink numbers, sheâd written her combination on the inside of her wrist.
Her locker opened like a dream. Sam arranged her books inside, closed it, and opened it again, thistime without consulting the numbers on her wrist.
When a group of laughing girls passed by, Sam looked at her watch, pretending she had someplace to go. She didnât. Sheâd had English class with Jen, but Jen hadnât mentioned meeting for lunch. And Sam hadnât seen Jake.
She decided not to wander around looking lost. Instead, she pulled an apple from her backpack and wished the break would end. She practiced opening her locker again. She had journalism after lunch. Sheâd been on the newspaper staff in middle school, and her teacher had said she had talent. Sam was excited to give it a try in high school.
She might meet some people, too. Although a lot of the other students were strangers to each other, Sam had felt too shy to speak to people in her other classes. She hoped journalism was less formal. Maybe there she could relax and make some friends.
Sam closed her locker. She turned the dial very deliberately, in case anyone was watching.
At last, the bell rang. A stampede of students filled the halls, but it was a knot of rowdy boys she noticed. As they forged a path through the other kids, Sam saw Jake. The quietest of them all, he moved along in the center, grinning.
Until he saw Sam. Then, Jake came to such a sudden stop, another student rammed into him from behind. Jake staggered forward a step, but his eyes stayed on Sam.
Jake hated her short hair. That was clear. He kept goingâwithout waving, without saying hi, without recognizing she was alive.
Heâd get used to it, Sam told herself. Itâs not like sheâd planned to tag along with him at school. Sheâd see him at