us.
âThatâs a very good question,â my mother says brightly. âDisposal of animal waste is a problem in any farming operation. Luckily chicken manure makes excellent compost for gardens. And because our chickens are organic, their manure is organic, too. I have people stop and ask if they can buy manure from me.â
My mother actually smiles happily as a titter goes around the classroom. In a crazed moment, I wonder if sheâs doing it on purpose. Maybe she was more upset by my zombie chicken script than Iâd thought. But, no, sheâs clearly oblivious to the brewing tidal wave thatâs about to capsize my life.
âChicken manure is very high in nitrogen, which is great for gardens. I used it in our garden as fertilizer last year, and we had a bumper crop of tomatoes.â
âCrappy tomatoes,â Blake Nash mutters under his breath, and that sets off another round of giggles.
Lydia raises her hand and I wish a flash flood would sweep through or a freak tornado would touch down, but nothing happens. Iâm locked rigid in my seat, and my face feels hot enough to cook something on. I canât tell which hurts more, my mouth or my head.
âI saw one of your chickens poop.â The blunt way Lydia announces it makes everyone laugh. âLetâs just say it was...fragrant.â She waves a hand in front of her nose and rolls her eyes.
My mother laughs along with the rest of the class. Alyssa, I notice, is laughing the loudest.
âPoop is poop,â my mother says cheerfully. âYes, itâs smelly, but you get used to it. Kate and her brother help me clean up around the yard.â
The looks Iâm getting vary from amazed sympathy to sneers, depending on the looker. I canât sink any lower without disappearing underneath my desk, so I doodle on my notebook and pretend my motherâs speaking in Greek. Itâs just a scene from a B horror movie, I tell myself. Soon, the credits will roll and it will all be over.
After school, my mother turns and smiles at me in the car. âI think that went pretty well. Your classmates seemed very interested.â
I had told myself I was going to be controlled and mature. I was going to gently explain to my mother how she was devastating my life. But this is too much. My pulse begins to pound like Iâve just downed three Monster Energy drinks in under a minute.
âWhy didnât you tell me?â I scream. âI canât believe you came to my class and you didnât tell me first!â
My mother looks wary. This isnât the mother-daughter moment she envisioned. âI wanted to surprise you, honey. I thought youâd like having me come talk about my business.â
âChickens, Mom?â I screech. âYou really think I want you to come and talk to my friends about chickens and their poop ?â I see her hurt look and I know I should shut up, but Iâm so mad thereâs a supersonic buzzing in my head.
My motherâs face grows carefully composed. This is her âIâm an adult, youâre a hormonal preteen throwing a tantrumâ look, which sets me off even more.
âDidnât you hear them laughing? Theyâre all laughing at me, at our family. They think weâre total weirdos!â My voice rises and breaks on the last word.
âThey do not think weâre weirdos,â my mother crisply replies. âI simply told them about my new business. Iâm sorry if this embarrassed you.â
I know my mother planned this out as a fun surprise, and I know Iâve hurt her feelings, but I just wish she would consider my feelings for once. Sheâs so in love with her chickens that she hardly pays attention to anything else, including me. No, especially me. We donât speak for the rest of the car ride.
As soon as I walk in the door at home, my cell phone rings. âWow,â Alyssa says. âSo that was interesting with your mom.