are?â
He said, âSometimes it feels like I only understand a woman when my dick is inside her.â
âYou only understand a woman while your cock is inside her?â
âFeels that way.â
âTakes more than two minutes to get to know a woman.â
7:56 P.M.
He nodded. âI know. A man can know a woman for years and never really know her.â
âA woman can only know a man if he wants to be known, and how he wants her to know him.â
âWe trick ourselves. A man can fall madly, deeply in love, marry a woman almost as soon as he meets her, with each breath feel as if she is his soul mate. But she breathes for someone else; someone else may be her soul mate. There is always someone in the shadows. Always someone on standby.â
âIf youâre not the one, why wouldnât she just marry her true soul mate?â
âNo idea. Maybe because the other guy was already happily married.â
âMaybe she didnât want to marry him, just enjoyed the sex with him.â
âCould be.â
I said, âMaybe she doesnât want to see the lover every day, not like husband and wife. Some people are good company; others are good to have in your bed for a little while.â
He nodded.
I asked, âYou okay over there?â
âThe girl from Colorado, my first love . . . I had never seen her look so ecstatic. She left that guyâs Mustang and danced her way to the porch. She danced until she found me waiting on her. As he drove away, when she saw me come from the shadowsâI hadnât ever seen a girl look so remorseful. Didnât get it.â
âYou never let that go, did you?â
âNot sure. But I moved on. I moved on, met someone new, and married.â
âHow did you end up with your wife? Where did you meet the Republican?â
âWas on the third level at Barnes & Noble at The Grove. I was at the top of the escalator, flipping through a Harry Potter book, and saw her coming up. It was like she was an angel coming to meet me.â
âThe Grove? Nice. Classy area. Wife was a sorority girl in tight jeans and high heels?â
âThat first look, that first eye contactâbet it was that way the first time Adam saw Eve.â
âAdam had never seen a woman before.â
âThat was how I felt. Like God had created a woman just for me. To be mine forever.â
âIn the beginning there was lust, and lust was good.â
âIt was love.â
âKeep it real. It was lust. She got your dick hard.â
âShe stimulated my mind. Intelligence excites me. She impressed my friends. The day we met, we talked Harry Potter, law, business, physics, politics, family, college, everything. She is articulate, well-read, and very ambitious, and most of all, she told me that she was loyal. Jealous and loyal.â
âHow jealous is this one? On a scale of one to ten?â
âSheâs a ten. Jealousy is her dark beast. She loves a good confrontation.â
âJealousy for the preservation of the relationship, or a control freak?â
âIf she thinks she has a sexual rival, if she feels an interpersonal boundary has been crossed, even a compliment from a woman left on Facebook, she can become a bit extreme.â
âShe sounds like a loon. Still, jealousy comes from the fear of losing something of value to us.â
âMaybe I was just as jealous, and twice as loyal. She came from a good family. My family had the same structure. It was the right recipe. She was perfect. It was love. I know what it was for me. I know what I felt. We sat in the café and talked Harry Potter like we were middle school children. Of all the things in the world, we talked about Harry Potter the longest. We sipped tea and talked about wizards and fantasy. Didnât want the moment to end, so I invited her to come out on my boat the next day.â
âYou popped the panties the next