more.
âWhat are they going to think?â I asked.
âThey can think what they like,â said Kris. âWeâre paying, thatâs all they care about.â
âBut whatâs it going to look like?â I continued. âTwo kids, just one bag between them, and a pet carrier.â
âIâll hide the carrier,â said Kris.
âHow are you going to do that?â I asked.
âLeave it under the bush here,â said Kris. âThen, once weâve got the room, nip out and fetch it.â
âThe room?â I replied. âDonât you mean âroomsâ?â
âWe canât afford singles,â said Kris.
âItâs my money!â I replied.
â You canât afford singles then,â said Kris.
A slight panic took hold of me. âIâm not sharing a bed,â I said.
âWhat makes you think I want to share a bed with you?â said Kris.
âIâm just saying,â I replied.
âWell now just go and ring the bell,â said Kris.
I did so. There was a long wait, then a shadow appeared behind the patterned glass of the door. The door opened and there stood a woman, about fifty, wearing a formal gray dress, with an old-fashioned bob hairstyle which seemed glued to her head. She had a suspicious look in her eye and nervously stroked the palms of her hands together, like a bluebottle fly.
âYes?â she said in a clipped, cold tone.
âHave you got a double room, please?â I asked.
Mrs. Bluebottleâs eyes darted from me to Kris and back again. âDouble or twin?â she asked.
âWhatâs a twin?â I asked.
âTwo beds,â she replied.
âYesâthat, please,â I said.
âIâve got a room on the second floor,â she said.
Mrs. Bluebottle held open the door for us to enter. I could tell she didnât like the look of Kris one bit, but there was nothing unusual in that. We walked through the hall, where I was dismayed to see a copy of the Daily Mail. No paper printed more cat scare stories than the Mail.
Mrs. Bluebottle, who told us her name was Hurst, led us up the stairs and showed us the room. It was small and old-fashioned, with pine furniture, yellow walls, and blue curtains. There was a cramped shower and toilet unit off to one side, and a window with a view over next doorâs roof. But it was clean and it would serve our purposes for the night.
âWeâll take it,â I said. Mrs. Hurst insisted on payment up front. She handed me a key, gave Kris another onceover, wiped her hands together, and left.
âCozy,â said Kris, in a sarcastic voice.
âBetter than most,â I replied.
âI wouldnât know,â said Kris.
I sat on the bed and, without thinking, took out my phone. The first thing I did, whenever I arrived somewhere, was to ring Mum. Once again that utter loss hit me in the guts, and I burst out crying.
Kris stood there above me, silent and unmoving. He could have put an arm around me, or said a few kind words, but he did neither. After a while, when it was obvious my sobbing was not going to stop, he told me he was going to get some fish and chips and would bring Feela in when he came back.
I was starting to really hate that boy.
Chapter Fourteen
Feela must have come back to life sometime in the night. Iâd nodded off for a while, then had a bad dream, then awoke to the real-life nightmare. As I lay quietly sobbing, I saw the tips of her two ears above the edge of the bed. As always, there was a few secondsâ pause, then she leaped silently up beside me and stretched her face towards mine. She was responding to my distress, I knew it. Not understanding my emotions maybe, not feeling compassion, but responding all the same, just as she would to the cries of a kitten. When I didnât move, she advanced a tentative paw, and touched me gently on the cheek. That was the sign for me to stroke her, which I