Nobody,
So, Iâve fucked Geoff two and a half times so far. It didnât really count the third timeâbecause it was only for, like, two seconds. The other times were a little longerâ kinda. One time I passed out (when we were right in the middle of it) and he got mad at me. So last night I got really wasted and hung out with his friend, Sam. Sam is really cool; I think heâs like the perfect person. He and I started kissing and it was TOTALLY fun. Samâs really ugly, but we had sex anywayâjust so I could piss Geoff off. Later I told Geoff about it, but I donât think he really cared.
Too bad Iâll be dead soonâor Iâd fuck all his friends and REALLY try to hurt him.
Dear Nobody,
Yeah, I fucked your best friend
I know your pissed, donât pretend
Ha, ha, ha, I fucked your friend
Whoâs the one laughing in the end?
Iâm the queen heartless bitch
Your friends all want me, it doesnât matter which
Yeah, I fucked your best friend
And I liked him more
Because Iâm the best-revenge-whore
I fucked your best friend
Now heâll have the stories to tell
Because I fucked you both straight to hell
I fucked your best friend
And now he wants me more
Heâs not really your friend and I made sure
I fucked your best friend
Because for you it is too late
Now you can think of who Iâm fucking when you masturbate.
Dear Hayley,
Right now there are 27 rolls of film in my book bag that I need to develop. They're from last weekend, and it's so strange because that weekend I spent in a flop-house with people I thought hated me. Sam and Vickie got kicked out of it because I got in a fight with someone that was being an ass⦠Okay, I threw a bottle at my ex-boyfriend Geoff, because he was sitting on the couch when I walked in.
Anyway, at this other club, the girl who decided who can come in and who can't come inâalmost didn't let me in, because when she met me last summerâI was puking everywhere and so fucked up that I couldn't walk. I didn't remember it, but apparently SHE DID. Anyway, we got in for free, but they only let Sam in because HE had money. I know, doesn't make any sense to me either.
Well, I walked in and I'm telling everyone about the other club we just got back from (the Tabernacle). Sam and Vickie wouldn't dance, so I was dancing with these really nice gay guys instead. A few girls danced with me, but everyone else was looking at me and rolling their eyes or laughing at me. Sam and Vickie were in a corner the whole time while I danced. I have pictures, but they may not turn out, because it was so dark in there. I really hope they do. Anyway, after we left, on our way to that flop-house, I asked Sam, âwhy were people acting so weird toward me?â
And can you believe thisâhe told me it was just because I look âpunk-ish,â and that it was a âGOTHâ club!!!
How fucking ridiculous!
Well, I had fun anyhow.
Miss you,
Love Forever,
Mary Rose
Dear Nobody,
I got a job to pay for all this going outâat McDonalds. FUCK that place. I hate it there. I dropped out of school, so now I work a forty-hour work-week. Eight hours a day. My boss is a real asshole. Fuck him, too. Heâs this bitchy little queer thatâs always screaming at me until I cry. Fuck HIM. Or âher.â Whatever IT wants to beâfuck it either way. Anyhow, I havenât shown up for the past two days. Iâll get suspended if I do it one more time.
FUCK IT.
I also got in a fight with Geoff, and we havenât talked for forever. I mean we got in this huge fight. BIG. And heâs the only one with the car. Vickie had a carâbut it broke down one night. Yeah, that was fun. NOT! Anyway, maybe Iâll call him and apologize. Now that I have this job and all, I want to go out and spend money. But I donât want to do it alone. Iâll call him tomorrowâmaybe. Iâll definitely call Vickie