the way I wanted to be near her. But now I was discovering it wasnât that at all .
âIt wasnât anything to do with you,â Beth said. She stopped her bike and it slid a bit on the sand that had blown across the cement. Weâd been riding on the path that ran along the bay. It was the first time weâd hung out without Brit. Now I almost wished weâd invited her along. Beth pushed her hair out of her eyes. âYou seem so . . .â
I held my breath, waiting to hear how she would define me .
âYou seemed so good.â She saw my expression. âI donât mean like a goody-goody. I mean . . . youâre this fresh, honest, nondamaged person. I didnât want you to get sucked into our messed-up dynamic.â
âIâm not that innocent,â I promised. âIâm actually pretty screwed up.â
Beth tilted her chin. âYouâre screwed up in all the right ways.â She turned her handlebars so her front tire tapped mine. âTrust me, I would have been doing you a favor if Iâd kept you away from us.â
âAnd now?â
She turned back to the wind and the seagulls. âI guess now Iâm hoping youâll be my way out.â
Before I could respond, she pushed off and pedaled away. She looked back over her shoulder. âFirst you have to catch me!â
I watched her for a second and jumped back on my bike. Her hair blew behind her, just slightly beyond my reach .
CHAPTER SEVEN
As I pulled into the school parking lot the next morning, I saw Zach waiting for me with a weird expression on his face.
âI called you like three times in the last fifteen minutes,â he said as soon I opened the door.
I hoisted my bag from the passenger seat. âI was driving. You know I canât pick up the phone when Iâm in the car. If my parents ever found out, theyâd revoke my car privileges and skin me alive to make a giant Kalah puppet that would go on the lecture circuit talking about driver safety.â
Zach didnât laugh. He grabbed my elbow and squeezed it gently. âI need to talk to you about something.â
He knew. He knew about Beth and me.
It was as if Iâd suddenly swallowed a thousand-pound lead weight. I hitched my bag up on my shoulder. âOkay,â I managed. âWhatâs up?â
âThe police are here.â Zach yanked his head to the side and I noticed a cop car parked in the no-parking space right in front of the school. âTheyâre taking Jason to the station to ask him some questions.â
âQuestions about what?â
âAbout Beth.â
My brain scrambled trying to figure out what he was saying. It was like he was suddenly talking in pig Latin. âWhat does Jason have to do with Beth?â
âSomeone saw Jason and Beth together before she left.â
I pushed down a wave of annoyance. âSo? Theyâre friends. Heâs been dating her best friend for two years.â
Zach gave me a look. âNot together like hanging out. Together like, you know, together .â
My skin prickled. âWait. Someone is saying Beth and Jason were screwing around?â
Zach flushed. There were times when he acted like he was in the 1800s and some things could not be said aloud in case we all got a case of the vapors. âSome freshman saw them out in Lighthouse Park having a fight. Beth was crying and yanked away from him, but Jason pulled her back and then they were kissing. Full-on making out. Then they got into Jasonâs car and took off. This was on Friday afternoon.â
âNo way.â But my mind flashed an image of Beth bendingback as Jason kissed her, his hands winding into her hair, her mouth tasting like cinnamon gum. I started tapping my foot in rapid beats to stop my heart from racing. I stopped when I saw Zach glance down.
We watched as Jason walked out of the school with Officer Siegel, our official school liaison officer. She