little kid in a toy shop. All those books. Iâve always wanted to be a writer, but before Ms. Finney, Barbara, I was afraid to tell anyone. I think itâs some kind of miracle that all we have to work with is the twenty-six letters of the alphabet. And they turn into words, sentences, paragraphs, chapters, books, conversations, plays. Itâs just incredible to me.
I buy three books. So does Ted.
We go through more stores.
âHereâs one of my favorites,â Ted says, stopping in front of a house. Rainbow Shop, it says.
We walk in. The place is filled with rainbows, stars, moons, unicorns. Itâs like being in a fairy tale.
The guy standing there smiles. Heâs wearing all this rainbow jewelry. Heâs even got an enameled tooth with a star and rainbow on it. If I saw him walking down the street in my hometown, Iâd be a little surprised, but here it seems perfectly natural.
A woman walks up to us and hands us a piece of paper. âHereâs your rainbow.â
âThanks.â I want to hug everyone in the world.
Ted starts to ask the Rainbow Man some questions, about the store, about how he got started. I think itâs wonderful that Tedâs not afraid to talk to people.
The Rainbow Manâs telling him about the time he said, âI wish I had a quarter for every person who comes in here,â and then decided to charge admission.
âI refused to work until he cut it out,â the woman who gave us the rainbow said. âI went into the back room until he quit doing it.â
Everyoneâs smiling at everyone else.
I pick out a pair of rainbow earrings for me and a copy of
The Rainbow Book
for Stuart. I want to share this with him in some way. After all, heâs stuck back home, and I just want him to be part of this somehow.
As I take the things up to the cash register, the Rainbow Man says, âWould you like me to autograph the book?â
It dawns on me. Heâs the one who did the book. The real-live author. Iâm in shock. A real-live author. And he seems like a regular person.
He signs the book.
As we leave the store, everyone waves good-bye.
Ted hugs me. âHappy?â
âVery.â I hug him back.
He kisses me right there on the street in front of the world.
Iâm too busy kissing him back to notice the worldâs reaction.
If my father could see me now, heâd probably lock me up in my room. But heâs not here.
We stop kissing because Iâve dropped my packages and have to pick them up.
Pizza next. The bulletin boards in the restaurantare full of news of upcoming concerts, plays, and art exhibits.
Next comes Rock City Rags, a place for T-shirts, where you can have anything printed on them.
âLetâs get matching shirts,â Ted says. âTo always remind us of today.â
Heâs not afraid to say things like that. I come from a family that finds it hard to show feelings. Itâs so nice to be with someone who isnât.
We pick out the shirts. White. With the âI Love New Yorkâ emblem put on it. Ted has his name put on the back with black lettering.
I say, âI think I take a medium or a large, and Iâd like âMarcyâ put on with glitter letters.â
The saleswoman looks at me. âMedium or large? I think youâll need a small. In fact, Iâm sure of it.â
She and Ted are looking at me.
I can feel myself blush. Always blushing. Itâs disgusting. And it embarrasses me to have them look. Donât they know that blimps always take big sizes?
She puts a T-shirt up to me. âI bet youâve lost a lot of weight. People who do never have a really accurate picture of what they look like.â
The small shirt fits.
One of these days, when I grow up, Iâm going tolearn who I really am, what I really look like. But it sure isnât easy.
Even when I was heavier, I wasnât as bad looking as I thought I was. People usually