stick together.â
âOh, that. Donât worry. I know it isnât personal.â He was clearly making fun of her. But there was no humor in his voice.
She couldnât blame him. There was nothing funny about this situation. Nothing at all. Being around Reed today had made her feel empty and vulnerable and raw. And he didnât seem to be faring much better.
He walked toward the door and laid a hand on the knob. But instead of pulling it open, he turned back to face her. âYou know, Sylvie isnât the only one in danger here.â
Of course she knew that. âAll the women in the Madison area are in danger.â
âYou should get out of town, too.â
She held up a hand. Theyâd been through this before, his need to protect her, to take care of her, to control everything that happened in her life. âI donât need to hear this again.â
âEverything both you and I said to Sylvie also applies to you.â
âExcept the pregnancy.â She hoped the last bit would add some levity. It fell far short.
She folded her arms around her middle. She hadnât eaten all day, yet she didnât feel hungry. If anything, the nervous vibration in her stomach made her feel as sick as Sylvie had looked.
She drew in a deep breath and forced confidence into her voice. âIâm in a position to talk to Kane, to understand the way he thinks, maybe even to find out who the copycat is and where he is holding Nadine Washburn. I canât leave. You of all people know that.â
âYou have a very optimistic view of what Kane is going to let you learn.â
âOptimistic?â She threw up her hands and let them land against her thighs with a stinging smack. âI donât know if heâs going to tell me anything. But we have to use what we can get, donât we?â
âWithin reason.â
âReason? What is reasonable? Or maybe you should ask Nadine Washburnâs mother that question.â
âIf Nadine has been abducted by the copycat, I want to save her every bit as much as you do.â
âI donât doubt that.â
âThen whatâs your point?â
âI know what itâs like to be tied to a bed in the darkness, waiting to die. I know what sheâs thinking. I know what sheâs feeling. Iâm the only one in this room who truly understands whatâs within reason and what isnât.â
Reedâs face went rigid. âI understand perfectly. I was there when you were kidnapped, remember? I might not know what Nadine feels, but I more than understand the pain her mother is living through. I understand the worry. I understand the helplessness. I understand the guilt.â
âGuilt?â Obviously somewhere in his last monologue, Reed had stopped talking about Nadineâs mother and started describing himself. âWhy on earth would you feel guilty? Vincent Bertram nearly killed you.â
He shook his head slowly, his black eyes boring into her. âBertram was nothing. Losing you nearly killed me.â
The weight of his look solidified and sank into her chest. âReed, donât.â
âWhy the hell not? Iâm sick of pretending that you breaking off our marriage was good for both of us. Iâm sick of pretending seeing you again is just business, just part of my job. Ever since you walked into that damn diner this morning, all I can think about is how I shouldnât be seeing the way you brush your hair from your cheek or hearing that tremble in your voice when youâre frightened. Or your scent⦠God, I certainly shouldnât be leaning toward you every chance I get just to breathe you in.â
She turned away from him. She wanted him to stop. He had to stop. She couldnât hear this.
âDamn it, Diana. When youâre around, I canât see anything but you.â
âThen why did you insist on going with me? Why didnât you let Nikki