I can talk the talk.â
âWhat are you trying to say?â Kay asked.
âItâs not really about how you sound. Itâs about how you look,â Donna said knowledgeably.
Savannah nodded. âI wondered myself. Are you biracial?â
âIâm African-American.â Dominique said, not hesitating for a second. âMost people donât notice, or donât ask. I donât volunteer that Iâm black, but I donât deny it.â
Savannah wondered what Dominique thought as she, Kay and Donna stared openly at her, fascinated by this little phenomenon of nature, genes and history.
âIâm sorry. I know itâs rude to stare, but I just canât get over it. Iâve never seen anyone like you, but I knew you had to be black,â Donna said.
âHow?â Kay asked. âI canât tell.â
Donna shrugged. âI donât know. Itâs just one of those things I felt. I kind of connected to the way you talked, and maybe how comfortable you seemed with us right from the start.â
âYeah, thatâs what I felt,â Kay nodded. âYou just seem to fit right in.â
âI wasnât trying to put something over on youâ¦â
âNo, no. Thatâs not it,â Savannah spoke up. âBut we all grew up hearing or reading about black men and women who are light enough to pass.â
âBut Iâm not trying to pass for white,â Dominique clarified. âIâm always myself, and I donât pretend to be anything else but black. But people never ask. Itâs all about the color of my skin, hair and eyes. Most people donât see anything else.â
âLook, forget the cappuccino,â Kay said, signaling for the waiter. âIâm ordering another bottle of wine.â
They all burst out laughing.
âIâm sorry if I put you on the spot,â Donna said earnestly.
âYou didnât, I promise. If I canât handle what people think or believe about me, what they come to find out about me, then Iâm in trouble and in the wrong business. Being an actress is all about becoming other people.â
âBut how do you get work?â Savannah asked.
âItâs hard. I can play and pass for a lot of different ethnic types with makeup and wigs. But getting someone to believe I can play an African-American doesnât fly. The audience wants to see someone who looks a lot like them. I donât.
âOne of my friends in high school used to tell me Iâm a fakeâ¦â
There was an audible gasp around the table.
âShe used to say I didnât have a clue what it was like being black, âcause I wasnât. â
âYeah, and I bet she got on your case because all the boys flocked around you like bees to honey.â
âI bet not,â Savannah conjectured. âI bet they were afraid of you.â
âRight,â Dominique nodded firmly. âIf they were seen with me they might be accused by their homeboys of preferring white girls. I donât think I should have to explain or defend who I am.â
âI hear that,â Donna nodded.
âSo, how are you doing? Are you from L.A.?â Kay wanted to know.
âI graduated Yale, but I was born in Texas. Iâm okay. I work.â
âDomino is also a wonderful fabric artist,â Savannah interjected, wanting to get away from the subject that seemed to be an interrogation of Dominique, even a friendly one.
âReally?â Donna asked, surprise. âLike what?â
âLike this shawl I brought with me,â Domino said, and pulled from her large tote bag one of her own creations.
Savannah sat smiling, as Donna and Kay exclaimed over the fine woven cloth. Then she told them she had a shawl on layaway, and took out her checkbook to write a second payment to Domino.
âYou have my card. You can come by my studio anytime to make the final payment and pick it up,â