Marcelâs death?â
âI wanted to explain to youâ¦â
âExplain what?â
âWe remained good friends, Marcel and me, but there was no question of living together. He no longer thought about that. I donât think he even wanted it. Do you understand? He was enjoying the kind of life he had made for himself. He no longer had any relations with the underworld. Look I saw Charlot, just nowâ¦â
âYou know him?â
âIâve met him here several times. We even ate occasionally at the same table. Heâs found girls for me.â
âWere you expecting him to be at Porquerolles today?â
âNo. I swear Iâm speaking the truth. Itâs your way of putting questions that upsets me. Before, you used to trust me. You were even a little sorry for me. Itâs true Iâve no longer anything to be sorry about, have I? I havenât got TB now!â
âDo you make a lot of money?â
âNot so much as you might think. Justine is very tightfisted. So is her son. I donât go without anything, of course. I even put a little aside, but not enough to retire on.â
âYou were telling me about Marcel.â
âI canât remember what I was saying. Oh yes! How can I explain? When you knew him he used to try to play the tough guy. In Paris he was always going to bars where you meet people like Charlot, and even killers. He wanted to look as though he belonged to their gangs and they didnât take him seriouslyâ¦â
âHe was a half-and-half, eh?â
âWell, he grew out of it. He grew up seeing those types, and lived in his boat or in his hut. He drank a lot. He always found some means of getting a drink. My money orders used to help him. I know what people think when a man like him is killedâ¦â
âThat is?â
âYou know it, too. People imagine itâs an underworld affair, a settling of accounts, or a revenge. But that isnât the case.â
âThatâs what you really came to say, isnât it?â
âFor the last few minutes Iâve lost my train of thought. Youâve changed so much! Iâm sorry. I donât mean physicallyâ¦â
He smiled, in spite of himself, at her confusion.
âIn the old days, even in your office in the Quai des Orfèvres, you didnât remind one of a policeman.â
âYouâre really afraid that Iâm going to suspect the old cons? You arenât in love with Charlot, by any chance?â
âCertainly not. Iâd be pretty hard put to it to be in love with anyone after all the operations Iâve been through. Iâm not a woman anymore, if you must know. And Charlot doesnât interest me any more than the others.â
âTell me the rest now.â
âWhat makes you think there is anything else? I give you my word of honor that I donât know who killed poor Marcel.â
âBut you know who didnât kill him.â
âYes.â
âYou know whom I might be led to suspect.â
âAfter all, youâll find out for yourself one of these days, if you havenât already done so. I would have said so to start off with if you hadnât questioned me so drily. Iâm going to marry Monsieur Ãmile. There!â
âWhen?â
âWhen Justine dies.â
âWhy do you have to wait until she isnât there anymore?â
âI tell you sheâs jealous of all women. Itâs because of her that he hasnât married or even been known to have any mistresses. When, from time to time, he needed a woman, it was she who chose him the least dangerous one, and she never ceased giving him advice. Now all thatâs over.â
âFor whom?â
âFor him, of course!â
âAnd yet heâs still contemplating marriage?â
âBecause he has a horror of being left alone. As long as his mother is alive, he is content. She looks after him
James Patterson, Howard Roughan