there?â I whap him on the back of the head and then help cram him under the bed with my dust bunnies.
âTaâShara?â
âIâm coming.â I jump up and grab my T-shirt from the other side of the bed. Clutching it against my chest, I jerk open the door. âHey!â
Tracee jumps back and then runs her gaze over me. âWhat are you doing?â she asks suspiciously.
âN-nothing. I was just getting ready for bed.â
âWhat was that noise?â Tracee glances over my head and peeks into the room. âI thought I heard you laughing with someone.â
âI, um, was on my cell phone talking to Essence,â I say, thinking quickly. âWe were just laughing about something that happened today at school.â
âOh.â Traceeâs gaze returns to my open and honest-looking face. âWell, try to keep it down in here. Reggie has a migraine.â
âYes, maâam. âNite.â
Pop! Pop! Pop!
Tracee and I jump, but then share an awkward smile. The sporadic gunfire usually starts around nine oâclock and is like a soundtrack to the gang violence thatâs creeping toward midtown.
âWell, you better get to bed,â Tracee says after taking a breath. âGood night.â Tracee smiles but casts a final look back into the room before I shut the door in her faceâand lock it.
Pop! Pop! Pop!
âYo, Ma. Your moms be bugging,â Profit says, crawling out from under the bed with a goofy grin.
âKeep it down,â I say, tossing my T-shirt and hitting him on the head with it. âTrust me, you donât want Reggie to find you in here.â
Profit jumps to his feet and quickly draws me back into his arms. âIâll be quiet if youâll be quiet.â He unhooks my bra and peels the straps from my shoulders.
Once upon a time, I vowed that I would wait until I was married before I had sex, but that shit flew out the window when I met Profit. Hell, I didnât even make his ass wait. On our first date, he flashed those diamond-sized dimples one too many times, and the next thing I knew, I was screaming for Jesus and my pink Wednesday panties were hanging from his car rearview mirror. I donât have anyone to compare him to, but as far as Iâm concerned, our bodies were made for each other.
We click. We flow. We are soul mates. I know this as well as I know that I need air to breathe. Profit completes meâand this small life Iâve managed to carve out with the Douglases. Now I just need to figure out some way to hold it all together, at least until I can roll the hell up out of Memphis.
Pop! Pop! Pop!
Profit enters me with one smooth stroke and stares lovingly into my eyes while I try to control the volume on my moans. He doesnât make it easy for me either. He hooks my legs over his shoulders and tears up my G-spot, my T-Spot, and my Z-spot.
âOhâ¦Profitâ¦â
Pop! Pop! Pop!
âShhh. Sharaâ¦baby,â he hisses, trying to handle how hard Iâm throwing my pussy back at him. We go at it until our bodies are slick with sweat and words of love are whispered back and forth.
Pop! Pop! Pop!
I roam my hands around my manâs waist and then lower to grip his tight ass. The feel of his muscles flexing and relaxing and the intensity of his caramel-colored eyes keep me wetter than a waterfall. Outside my door, I swear I can hear my foster parents climbing the stairs and heading to their bedroom for the night.
Pop! Pop! Pop!
âOhâ¦Ohâ¦â
âGood night, TaâShara,â Reggie and Tracee call from outside my bedroom.
âOh!â Pop! âOh!â Pop! âOh!â Pop!
In order to keep me quiet, Profit smothers my mouth with kisses and at the right moment swallows my orgasmic cry while my foster parents close the door to their bedroom.
I drift down from my cloud and start giggling.
âYou think that shit is funny?â Profit