upward into the air, the light, and into view of the glorious yellow raft captained by the man she loved, waiting just as heâd promised.
But even as she swam toward safety, her mind reeled with old images, and new ones.
That woman in the other raft⦠Could it beâ¦her mother?
Chapter Six
Mile 31.9,
Vaseyâs Paradise
Karinne still felt queasy with fear and adrenaline. She also felt incredibly foolish for falling into the river and not following Maxâs directions. Eventually, sheâd let the current grab her, take her under and bring her back to the surface of the Colorado.
Max and Anita had pulled her inside the raft. Cory soon docked at the closest camping area downriver. Max hadnât left Karinne since theyâd arrived on the shore and heâd helped her out. He threw a dry towel around her shoulders, briskly rubbing them, and making her feel like a two-year-old instead of the confident woman she usually was.
âAre you okay?â Anita asked.
Karinne nodded.
âCory, why donât you start a fire?â Max suggested. âCome on, Karinne, time to get out of those wet clothes.â
A few minutes later, she entered the Porta Potti with dry clothing and a replacement pair of socks. She refused to give in to the urge to be sick to her stomachâan urge not related to the potent odor of chemical treatmentâand, once sheâd changed clothes, hurried outside again, the door flapping closed behind her.
Karinne took in the Porta Potti door and read the sign posted to prevent campers and wild animals from close contact. It read For Safety and Hygiene, Please Latch This Door Securely! With trembling fingers, Karinne tried to fasten the outside catch. She couldnât. The cold, her nerves and aftershock made it impossible. And sheâd left her soggy wet mass of clothes inside on the wooden floor. Max got them and closed the door latch for her.
âThis place has more rules than a courthouse,â she said, trying to make a joke. Her voice shook.
âCome on, sit down.â
âWe canât.â Karinne gestured to another sign in front of bubbling springs and the garden of ferns, mosses and flowers to the far right.
Please Do Not Approach! Protected Area For Endangered Kanab Ambersnails.
âI thought weâd sit over here.â Max guided her to an area where a weatherworn wooden bench allowed visitors to lounge safely behind the edge of the springsâ boundaries, the water itself surrounded by saddleback-shaped boulders, rubbed smooth by thousands of years of erosion. Karinne sat while Max dropped her wet clothes onto one of the rocks and joined her on the bench. He put his arm around her and drew her close.
âWarmer?â he asked.
âDrier, anyway.â She couldnât help shivering.
âCoryâll start a fire,â Max assured her. âWhat happened out there?â he asked.
âI fell,â Karinne replied.
âI checked the hand loop. Itâs fine. Did you lose your balance?â
âNo, I justâ¦didnât hold on.â
âThatâs not like you, Karinne.â
âI got distracted.â
âHold tighter next time.â He urged her even closer.
âI will. Promise me you wonât think Iâm crazy.â At his nod, Karinne gulped in a deep breath.
âI thought I saw my mother.â
âHere?â
âIn the silver pontoon. Max, it looked like her. I swear it was Mom again. I twisted to see better. Thatâs when I fell in.â
âYou scared the hell out of me,â Max said.
âI scared myself more.â Despite her dry clothes, she shivered again. âYou never told me about the whirlpools. Iâm starting to hate surprises. How can you live in a place like this, Max?â
âFirst of all, you said you wanted to see what I did for a living. Second, if you werenât chasing a ghost, you wouldnât have fallen out of the raft. Your