Free Ryan's Love by Charlie Dillard

then
leaves out of the room.
    I
didn ’ t hear her lock the door. But I
didn ’ t care. I was just happy that she
left.
    I pop open the bottle of Tylenol,
take two, toss them back; then I gulp down the glass of water and
fall back onto the bed, wondering why my life had went from
fantastic to complete terror in such a short amount of time. I
drifted of as I thought.
    I was
woken up, I don ’ t know how long
later, by soft lips on my neck and a mountain of hair in my
face.
    Sunshine.
    As mad as I was at her I needed
this. I need to feel her next to me.
    Without opening my eyes I groan, “ I ’ ve missed you baby.
I ’ m sorry about earlier today. I need you so
bad. ”
    I hear her moan and I proceed to run
my hands down her sides to her waist. I lifted her and positioned
her above me, then I let her body sink down on my hardness. As my
hard dick slides into her wetness, instantly something felt wrong.
My eyes pop open and Rachel is looking down at me
smiling.
    “ Hi, ” she grins, her hands panted flat on my chest as she is
grinding up and down on me.
    I felt so disgusted with
myself.
    Knock Knock Knock
    “ Ryan
are you in there? I need to talk to you, ” I hear my Mom say thru
the door, as she rattled the door nob trying to open it up. Luckily
it was locked.
    I
quickly grab Rachel and move her from on top of me. “ Hold on
Mom. ”
    I
whisper to Rachel, “ What the fuck are you doing in my room. I told you
that I didn ’ t want to be with
you. ”
    “ But
you just said you were sorry about earlier, ” she
says.
    “ I
thought you were my Sunshine. ”
    “ Sunshine, ” she said with a questioning look on her
face.
    “ I
thought you were Ryan. She ’ s the only woman I
want. Now get the fuck out and don ’ t come
back, ” I
yell.
    I
probably shouldn ’ t have reacted like
that, but I ’ m pissed that she
would stoop so low as to sneak in my room while I was asleep and
try to have sex with me. Well truthfully we were technically having
sex; I just didn ’ t know it was
her.
    We both quickly threw our clothes on
and she stormed out of the room. Running right into my stunned
mother. Whom I completely forgot was outside my room waiting for me
to come out.
    “ Ryan, what is going on, ” my mom says as she eyes up a fleeing
Rachel, then turns and sets her evil eye onto me.
    I was stunned silent as she came
over to my side. She looked so mad and hurt. Even though my mom is
a little bitty thing compared to me, I would never cross her.
Especially when she was upset about something. She could peel the
paint off of a car with her wrath.
    “ I
came in here to see what went on with you and Sunshine earlier,
when I find you having sex with that whore, ” my mom yells pointing
to where Rachel just ran off to.
    “ Mom,
please its not what you think. I thought she was
Sunshine. ”
    My mom
gasps and says, “ You stupid, stupid boy. There is no way that you could
have thought that woman was Sunshine. They are nothing
alike. ”
    “ But
I got drunk after I left the office and, ” I said but my mom
stopped me before I had a chance to finish.
    “ I
don ’ t want any of your excuses. I ’ m so
disappointed in you. I thought today was going to be so different
for you. Sunshine was so happy to see you today. What could have
possibly went wrong, ” my Mom says sinking down into my
bed.
    I got
a little upset at that. I knew what went wrong. Maybe when I tell
her she won ’ t still be so upset
with me.
    “ Yeah, well when I came into the office to see her, I heard
her talking on the phone. She was saying how she was scared to tell
me a secret and all. Then whoever she was talking to she told them
she loved them when she hung up, ” I say then sat back on my heels
waiting for her to realize that I wasn ’ t the one in the
wrong.
    I
didn ’ t get the reaction I thought I was going to get,
because she started laughing then she stopped suddenly, looking up
at me.
    “ You
are so stupid. She was talking to me, ” my