exciting, soâ¦beautiful. Her body still tingled with the residual warmth of what theyâd shared, and for just a moment, as their gazes had locked like their bodies were locked, sheâd felt their connection had been more than physical.
He looked at her now, the flames gone from hiseyes, but still a tenderness remaining. âAre you okay?â
âI think so.â She laughed suddenly. âMy goodness, Chance, I never dreamed it would be soâ¦so good.â
He grinned, an open, wonderful grin that reminded her of the Chance of her childhood. âYou mean even when you were young and thought you were madly in love with me, your fantasies didnât overrate me as a lover?â
âMy fantasies were so innocent, I never got further than a kiss.â She smiled teasingly. âBut you kissed very well in those flights of fancy.â
âNaturally,â he replied, looking devilishly handsome and boyish with his hair all tousled. âAnd what about in reality?â
âLetâs just say my fantasies didnât begin to live up to the reality.â
He touched the tip of her nose with an index finger. âYou were always a sweet kid and youâve grown into a sweet woman.â He rolled away from her and onto his back and stared at the ceiling thoughtfully. âThat year I spent at the Coltonsâ place was the best year of my life.â
Lana raised up on one elbow, loving the sight of him with the candle glow painting his body. She would be perfectly satisfied to lie here and look at him for hours. âItâs been a long time since youâve seen Meredith and Joe, hasnât it?â
He nodded. âYears. Whenever I came back here, I only stayed until I couldnât stand being around my dad any longer.â He frowned. âUsually by the endof the first day, I was ready to hightail it out of here. There never seemed to be enough time to visit with anyone else.â
âWhy donât you go over there and see them now?â
His frown deepened. âAfter listening to you and Maya talking about Meredith, I donât want to see her. Iâd rather remember them like they were.â
A bitter laugh escaped him and he sat up. âHearing the way Meredith and Joe have fallen apart merely proves what Iâve always believed.â
âAnd whatâs that?â she asked softly.
His eyes glittered with a harsh light. âThat there is no such thing as lasting love, and anyone who believes otherwise is just a fool.â
âSurely you donât really believe that,â she protested softly. âWhat about my parents? They are as in love with each other today as the day they married years ago.â
âThey are the exception, not the rule. And even if I did believe in love and marriage, I know it isnât for me.â He rolled off the bed and grabbed his jeans and quickly pulled them on. âIâve got to get back to work.â
Lana sat up and grabbed the blanket around her, suddenly feeling cold and naked. âWhat about lunch?â
âIâm not hungry.â He picked up his shirt and headed out the door.
She pulled the blanket more firmly around her. How quickly he transformed from passionate and tender to hurting and defensive. His actions andwords served to remind her that she couldnât fall into any fantasy where he was concerned.
It would be easy, with the flush of their lovemaking still on her skin, with the residual heat of his touch still coursing through her, to believe that they might have a future together. It would be so easy to lose herself in the softness sheâd seen momentarily in his eyes, and to believe that he might fall in love with her.
But to do so would be utter foolishness. She absolutely, positively could not allow herself to forget for one minute that this marriage was nothing more than a temporary arrangement.
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