Sheâd brought in a neighbor who cut herself on a carving knife. I told her about the hospitalâs call. âThey wouldnât say whatâs wrong with him,â I said.
âIâm sure itâs nothing,â she replied. âYou know men.â I must have expected her to turn around and walk back inside with me, because I was surprised when she didnât. But the incident was so thoroughly eclipsed by the disastrous news to come that Iâd forgotten it until this moment.
âThat was nothing,â I said. âYou couldnât have known. I canât believe you worried over that.â
Val hugged me with one arm. She smelled of paint and French perfume. âIâm so glad. You know I loved you both. Hell, I owe my career to your husband!â
âYou do?â
Her eyes brimmed with whiskey tears. âBefore I met you two, I was struggling to show my work, let alone sell it. Then you commissioned that portrait, and when it was done, Hugo made a point of showing it to his friend Henri Roux, who has galleries in Paris and New York. Henri loved it and he came to see more. Thatâs how I got my first solo show.â
âI never knew that,â I said.
âNo one knew. It was just Hugo being kind.â
How typical of Hugo to do a good deed secretly. Strange, though, that he hadnât told me, for there were no secrets between us. Maybe he had said something and Iâd forgotten.
Yves returned to us then, and we switched back to French. Val ordered another bottle, but Iâd had enough. By the time I got home it was past two. I took a couple of aspirin to stave off a hangover and fell into bed.
I jerked awake to full daylight. The phone shrilled. I ignored it. Damn thing kept ringing.
Finally I picked up. Groggily: âHullo?â
âJo?â It was Lorna. I heard office noises in the background, but her voice was hushed. âAre you OK?â
I sat up too quickly and winced. Preemptive aspirin doesnât always work. I rubbed my temples. âWhat time is it?â
âTen.â
âWhat do you want?â
âDid something happen I donât know about with Nancy Kurlinâs book?â
âNo, why?â
âDid you sell TV rights to the Gordon Hayes book?â
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
âJo,â she said, âyouâd better get in here.â
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The smell smacked me in the face the moment I opened the office door. For a moment I was back in the funeral parlor, sitting in state beside Hugoâs coffin with the suffocating stench of lilies all around me; but this was a different room full of flowers and gaping faces. Jean-Paul and Chloe were huddled around Lornaâs desk. I got the sense of excited speech that had ceased the moment I walked in. There was a crystal vase full of red roses on Lornaâs desk, a spray of irises on Jean-Paulâs, two more bouquets and a bottle of Champagne on the credenza. I plucked the card from the roses. âThank you, thank you, thank you!â it exclaimed, and it was signed âN.â I looked at Lorna.
âNancy Kurlin,â she said. âI checked with the florist.â
The card on the irises was from Jenny Freund, whose first novel Iâd been unable to place. âBless you, Jo. I canât tell you what this means to me.â The Champagne came from Milo Sanders, whose fascinating biography of Bob Dylan ought to have sold and would have, if another one hadnât just been made into a PBS series. His note said, âTo the worldâs greatest agent, with boundless gratitude.â
I couldnât speak. Writers often send flowers and little gifts as thank-yous, but there was no reason for any of these particular writers to be thanking me. Something burned in the pit of my stomach, and my limbs felt weightless. I didnât quite know what was happening yet, but I knew it was
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