me.
“ Well
its been ok. I've been around the block a few times now so I can
please him.”
“ I
didn’t ask about pleasing him. I asked about intimacy. Is he
allowed to explore your body? Can he touch you everywhere without it
reminding you of your past?Are you comfortable with touching
yourself? That’s the kind of intimacy I'm talking about.”
I
thought I had answered her question, but with her phrasing it
differently I guess I hadn’t.
“ Well,
we do things all the other couples do in bed and it works.” I
laughed nervously as I spoke the statement.
“ Ok
Mrs. Coverly, lets see what your husband has to say. ”
Shaun
was as red as a beet.
“ Well
it's ok, I guess.”
My
head snapped around. It was just ok?
“ Go
on,” she directed, and so he did.
“ Well,
in certain positions I find that she looks… well… afraid and if I
get passionate, she would say aggressive, she turns stone cold and
just lays there. She says she's fine, but her body language says
otherwise.”
I
had to interrupt this monologue that wasn't exactly stating the
complete truth.
“ That’s
because I am fine Shaun. I love you and I’ve never denied you my
body. I'm surprised to hear this! ”
“ Well
Akemi, its not a big deal to you, but no man wants to have his wife
looking afraid when he's fucking her.”
“ I'm
not afraid of you Shaun… I'm not! It’s just so much to deal with
at once… this is new to me.”
Camilla
found it necessary to interject.
“ I
knew this would be an issue Mrs. Coverly. Many times when a woman
has been in a situation such as yours, it’s hard to maintain sexual
relationships because of the old story the mind keeps repeating. I
can see there is a lot of work for me to do with you two, but not to
worry, we can get through it. Tonight we will just do level one of
the therapy and see what we reveal. I have assistants that help me
get the point across and they are going to demonstrate what you will
be working on for the next week until you see me again. Is that
alright with you?”
We
nodded in unison.
She
spoke into her phone and two people entered the room shortly after. I
believe the choice of assistants were strictly based on looks because
the girl was Asian and had my weight and body structure; a little
meat on the bones. The guy looked like Shaun with the sandy brown
hair and all.
The
entrants to the room didn’t need to be instructed and took their
place on the bed. They both wore silk robes and Camilla asked us to
observe exactly what they were doing. The girl and guy were locked in
a stare. They did nothing but look into each other eyes for a full
two minutes.
The
guy reached out his hand and slowly undid the tie of the robe ,
allowing it to fall to her shoulders and then to her waist exposing
round full breasts with nipples at their peak. Still looking into
each others eyes, she did the same action, but more slowly and
seductively, caressing the tie as it slipped through her fingers.
His chest was firm and the skin stretched over the sculpted muscles.
He
was the first to break the stare by slowly shifting his gaze to her
throat, chest and finally her breasts where he marveled at her
nakedness. Following suit like a good lover, she traced the steps to
his torso with her eyes and focused on the brown patch of hair just
above his waist. He outstretched his hand and placed it on her cheek
and she closed her eyes, drinking in the stimulus to her skin.
His
fingertips followed the contours of her jaw and throat and paused at
the clavicle of her neck before tracing her dark areola and then
eventually the hardened nipples. She didn’t need to be told to
reciprocate the action and she made the same path from his cheek all
the way down to the fuzzy brown patch. His breathing quickened as
she let her fingers linger and her gaze refocused on his eyes.
I
was in a trance at this display of intimacy and was aware of the
moisture between my legs. I surveyed the room to see if Shaun
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