sure,â I said. âShe had a gentleman friend by then, a man named Tommy Three. Ma sold our tent & ponies and we bought places on a Wagon Train heading west. We were in Utah Territory when our wagon got separated from the rest. A band of Shoshone attacked us two days later and slaughtered my ma and Tommy Three and Hang Sung, our cook.â
Sam Clemens looked up from his notepad. âAll three massacred?â
âYes, sir.â
âAre you joshing me?â
âNo, sir, I am not.â
âWhy didnât the Shoshone kill you, too, if you donât mind my asking?â
âI donât know. I canât remember what happened. I found myself sitting by the burning wagon. The Indians had taken our provisions and horses. But they left me alive with the bodies. I was wearing my old buckskins that day,â I said. âMaybe that is why.â
âSo you are a double orphan?â
I said, âYes, sir.â
Sam Clemens took his pipe out of his mouth and examined it. âThen what?â he said. âWhat happened after the massacre?â
âAnother wagon train came along two days later,â I said. âThey found me digging the graves.â
âWhen was that?â
âTwo years ago,â I said. âSummer of â60.â
âFirst year of the Silver Boom,â said Sam Clemens. âHow old were you then?â
âI was nine years old,â I said. âAlmost ten.â
Sam Clemens put the pipe back in his mouth. âAnd you were trying to bury the dead yourself?â
âYes, sir. It would not have been right to leave Ma and Tommy Three and Hang Sung for the coyotes and buzzards. Especially Ma.â
Sam Clemens was blinking rapidly. âBlasted alkali dust,â he said. âStings your eyes.â He took out a handkerchief & wiped his face. I could not see how that would help. His handkerchief was as powdered as the rest of him. After a spell he said, âAnd the next wagon train took you on?â
âYes, sir. The Reverend Emmet Jones and his wife were on that wagon train. They took pity on me and adopted me. Ma Evangeline said she had been trying to have a baby for years but the Lord had never seen fit to bless her with offspring. Pa said it was Godâs Will that they show me love and mercy. They were real good to me.
âWe went to a place near Salt Lake City and Pa tried to preach to the Mormons. Ma taught me to read and write and Pa taught me Scripture. Half a year ago the Mormons asked Pa to move on. About the same time, the Lord told him to found a town called Temperance in the Comstock, to be an Oasis of Holiness in a Desert of Sin. We got here in the spring and now he is dead and I do not think the town of Temperance will last much longer without him.â I stared down at the floor. âPa used to say that Virginia City was Satanâs Playground. And now it has killed him.â
Sam Clemens slowly shook his head. âTo lose two parents is a tragedy,â he said. âBut to lose four is just plain careless.â
I did not know what to say.
Sam Clemens narrowed his eyes at me. That was the fourth time he had given me Expression No. 5. âYou know,â he said, âit is disconcerting to see what appears to be a sweet little girl talking about such things with no apparent emotions. I am not entirely sure I trust you.â
I said, âIt is my Thorn.â
He puffed his pipe for a few moments. Then he said, âYou are a strange creature, P.K.â
Without another word he stood up, reached into his pants pocket & took out a small revolver.
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AS SAM CLEMENS DREW his small revolver, I slid under the heavy wooden table as fast as a greased snake down a gopher hole.
âCome back up, P.K.,â said Sam Clemens. âI mean you no harm. On the contrary, I mean to do you a kindness.â
I raised my head up above the table.
âI do not believe in violence,â