had tanked. Charlie wanted out of here.
âI smell french fries,â Edwina said when they drove down Main Street. âLetâs have a beer and bar food at Viagraâs before we head back to that ramshackle place and Uncle Elmoâs snoring. What do you say, Daughter?â
âI say absolutely, Mother, extreme absolutely. Maybe we can pick up a six-pack for Uncle Elmo. Heâs about out.â
Viagraâs was full of pheasant huntersâlots of plaid jackets and matching capsâseveral admiring each otherâs kill pulled out of cloth sacks. The TV above the bar played a sport show about pheasant hunting, starring guys in plaid jackets and matching caps.
On one side of the TV flashed a lighted sign of the Budweiser bull frog. On the other was an enlarged photo in black and white with a bunch of guys standing around, leaning on, and hanging out of an ancient vintage automobile. Their clothes reminded Charlie of Sherman Rochesterâs coat. Their hats pushed back at jaunty angles and cigarettes in hand reminded her even more of old Sherman.
Of the living here, one woman with tight jeans and a loose grin played pool with the guys. The rest were guys. There was one empty booth, and the Greenes took it just as Kenny Cowper came down a flight of stairs at the back of the room, lit from behind by a bare bulb heâd had to almost double over to avoid. The place had gone silent except for the television, and Kenny followed the direction of the gaze and smirks in the rest of the room. The place smelled like french fries, beer, and secondhand smoke.
Kenny skirted the pool table to their booth. The slow smile spreading across his teeth actually reached his eyes this time. âWhat can I do for you ladies?â
âWeâre women, Squirt,â Charlieâs mother told him, and his smile turned into a laugh.
He hit the palm of one hand with the fist of the other. âGoddam, I knew that.â
Then he slid in beside Edwina. âSo you do remember me.â
âTaken me all day to sort you out. You couldnât have been more than three or four the only other time weâve met.â
âFive, actually. I didnât start growing till about ten. Know how I remember you? You called me âSquirtâ in front of a bunch of guys. They called me that until I got so big, they didnât dare.â
âYou wouldnât hurt anybody,â Edwina said softly, and Charlie stared at this âwomanâ she called mother. Well, okay, when she forgot, she did.
âYeah, but you get big enoughânobody dares find that out. Specials tonightâand there are two specials every night and thatâs all there is, so we donât need menusâare walleyed pike or pork tenderloin on a sesame-seed bun with fries and a salad. Whatâll it be, women?â
Charlie ordered the pike and Edwina the tenderloin and whatever was on draft. The beer of course came right away and they each took two healthy gulps, leaned back into the booth, which had head-high backs, and sighed. âMight not be heaven, but like Squirt said, itâs all there is.â
âThat laser surgery did wonders. Youâre not even walleyed anymore. When did you have it done?â
âBefore I took six weeks out of my life and living to nurse you back to humanity after the accident. You didnât even notice. Your neighbors did, and Libby, but I swore them to secrecy. Iâve got this theory, Charlie. People see what they expect to see, not whatâs there. Besides, you were dealing with a lot of your own problems at that time.â
âOkay, so why are you so changed after that knockdown drag-out with Cousin Helen? Sounded to me like you were losing big time. âJust because you move across the country doesnât mean you cancel out your responsibilities to the people who came before you, who nurtured you, cuz.â Stuff like that. You were eating guilt and then all of a
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