Opinions! Oliver spat out the word with such force that he sprayed me with saliva.
âMerlinâs an infidel!â he exclaimed. âHeâs not true to the three-in-one and one-in-three. Iâll tell you something: Your fathershields Merlin. Were it not for him, Merlin would be in mortal danger.â
âYou meanâ¦â
âI mean people with false beliefs must admit their mistakes. Otherwise, theyâre cursed. Last year, in Hereford, an old woman went around telling people she was the Virgin Mary. She said sheâd been sent back to earth by her son to tell people to repent.â
âWhat happened to her?â
âShe was tried,â said Oliver darkly. âAnd then she was walled up.â
âAlive?â I exclaimed.
âShe defiled the name of Our Lady,â said Oliver. âAnd believe me, the same fate would befall Merlin but for your father. I canât think what Sir John sees in him.â
Until I talked to Oliver, I didnât realize how much he hates Merlin. But can what he said be true? Merlinâs own sister and his fatherâ¦or a nun and an incubus?
I think I will ask my father about Merlinâand my mother too. And maybe Serle knows something. Thereâs not much point in asking Merlin himself because heâll just smile, and answer a question with another question. I donât believe Merlin is dangerous or cursed, but itâs true thereâs something strange about him.
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MUFFLED
K ING JOHNâS MESSENGER TOLD US TO MUFFLE OUR church bell until next Sunday, so Oliver has climbed the belfry and tied a kind of leather hood over the clapper of the church bell.
âYour fatherâs doves,â Oliver told me, âare so pea-brained they seem to think my belfry is their cote. Theyâve painted the whole place white. The walls are streaming. And I had to be careful going up the steps because theyâre so slippery.â
So when Oliver tolled the bell for Vespers this evening, it sounded very far away and lost in a thick fog.
âIf memories had voices,â my mother said, âthe sad ones would sound like muffled bells.â
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THE PEDDLER
A PEDDLER WALKED IN YESTERDAY AFTERNOON, AND HE had come all the way from Sir Josquin des Bois. Thatâs fourteen miles.
âIâve got something here for each of you,â the peddler said, and he delved into his dirty sack and pulled out colored silken threads, and leather pouches, and little cushions for pins, and linen kerchiefs, and a black leather belt, and gold-thread tassels, and two nightcaps.
âThese will keep you ladies warm,â said the peddler. Then he put a pointed, cornflower-blue cap on my motherâs head and a rustbrown cap on Tanwenâs.
âGogoniant!â exclaimed Tanwenâher mouth is full of strange Welsh words like that.
âGlory be!â exclaimed my mother. âWe look like two of the little people!â
They both laughed and hugged each other.
My mother bought the two nightcaps, and also a little pot of ointment for sore breasts; and before supper, my father decided to buy a square clay tile with a strange face on it: a wide-eyed man with a face as long as an almond, and a mess of hair, and an unkempt beard, and leaves sprouting out of his nose and ears.
âHe is beautiful and horrid,â my father said.
âJust horrid!â said Sian.
âBoth,â said my father. âAs we all are. And something else: If you move, the manâs eyes move too. His gaze follows you. Heâs always looking at you.â
âThreepence!â said the peddler.
âNever!â said my father. Then he bargained with the peddler, and in the end he bought the face for one penny. âWeâll feed you well,â my father said, âand you can sleep in the hay barn.â
When we woke up, the peddler had already gone. But so had Sianâs cat, Spitfire. She didnât come in for dinner, and she has