Free A is for Anal (The Erotic Alphabet) by Mindy Wilde

Sitting at the kitchen table I hopelessly clicked around the internet searching for inspiration.
    “Nathan what the hell do you want for your birthday.   You have to be the hardest man in the world to shop for.”
    He laughed as he continued to pour his normal morning bowl of cereal.   Nathan really was impossible to get a gift for.   He generally had simple tastes and since he made a good living he bought the relatively few things he wanted.   Now that we had moved in together I really wanted to step it up in the girlfriend department and get him something great.   Unfortunately this task was proving to be infinitely harder then I had anticipated.   We had been dating for over a year now and I still couldn’t figure him out sometimes.
    “Seriously though.   I have no idea what to get you.   Do you have any ideas that could help a girl out?   What do you want?”
    “You know what I want” he said with a devious smile on his face.   With a wink and a chuckle he returned to eating his breakfast.
    I did know what he wanted.   Nathan wanted what every man wants, backdoor access.   I never did understand what it was about anal sex that men found so irresistible but it seemed like at every possible occasion hints were dropped in a probing but noncommittal way.   He knew it was off limits but wanted to make sure that I knew on the off chance I fell, hit my head, and had a personality changing concussion that he was enthusiastically ready to go.
    In all honesty I had been curious about it for some time but just assumed that it would hurt too much.   Following behind Nathan on the computer I sometimes clicked on the links in his history that he had forgotten to clear and watched the girls taking huge shafts hard and deep as they encouraged their men for more.   These girls were mostly professionals and getting paid to act that way but as Nathan had a particular fetish for so-called “homemade porn” I also was able to watch what looked like everyday girls that seemed to be genuinely enjoying themselves.
    I really wanted to make Nathan happy.   I didn’t want our sex life to be missing something that was important to him.   What I wanted was for him to look at me as his own personal pornstar that he could fuck with reckless abandon.   I was pretty open to most things and really tried to make him feel fulfilled but this one particular act had been a hangup for me.
    It had been a hangup for me, until now!   That is what Nathan wanted and damn it I was going to do my best to try and give it to him.

    As he finished his breakfast and got ready to leave I started thinking about what preparations I needed to take care of.
    “Goodbye sweetie, I’ve got to run” he said as he quickly kissed me on the lips.
    “Have a great day honey.   By the way, try not to work to late tonight.   I have something that I wanted to talk to you about tonight.”
    Nathan’s face grew concerned.
    “Is everything ok?”
    “Yes everything is fine I just want to discuss something with you.”
    Nathan paused a moment longer and then looking at his watch hustled out the door.   I knew that he would spend the rest of the day obsessing over my ambiguity.   His car ride to the office was sure to be filled with deep reflection trying to figure out if he was in trouble for something.   I smiled and laughed at the thought of his torment.   It was my little contribution to foreplay.   With the present that I was going to be giving him tonight I was sure he wouldn’t hold a grudge.
    I sat back down in front of the computer and began a search.   I wanted to learn everything I could so that we might have a successful night.   The last thing that I wanted to do was to end up painfully yelling at him to stop as he stood riled up and flustered just having had his fantasy yanked out from under him.
    As I searched the web one recommendation seemed of the utmost importance and that was lubrication.   I needed to run to the store and buy some