completely out of character for someone who has never even touched me before.
âWhere did you guys disappear to?â I ask, feeling strangely shy. The week apart has made things tense. Do I even know these girls anymore?
âWe went to New York to buy furniture for the house,â Maddy says.
âFor the whole week?â Liar. âWhy didnât you call? I was worried.â
âIâm sorry,â says Maddy. âWe were just so busy. And we wanted to make the house nice for you. As a surprise.â
I glance at Agnes. âSo you got the house?â
âOf course,â she says. âI told you I would. Now help us finish packing. Weâre moving in tonight.â
I shake my head. âI canât. Iâm going to a party.â
âSeriously?â Agnes furrows her brow. âWhy would you want to go to a party here ?â
âIâm not going to a party here . Itâs at Yale and itâs supposed to be good,â I say.
Agnes looks skeptical. âWho are you going with?â
âPeople.â
âWho?â
âNobody you know.â
I glance at Maddy. She looks troubledâno, itâs more than thatâsheâs ⦠angry. Why? Just because Iâm going to a party without her? When she notices my gaze, she tries to regain her composure and says, âWhy donât we move your stuff for you? You can come to the house after the party. Weâll pick you up.â
âThe thing is ⦠Iâm not sure I want to move,â I say, annoyed that they packed my things without asking me first. âI kind of like it here.â
Agnes looks at me like Iâve said something amusing, then tosses Maddyâs Pucci-printed headband into an unsealed box.
âDonât be mad at us, Sarah,â Maddy says, throwing Agnes a nervous glance.
âIâm not mad,â I say. But I am . They abandoned me for an entire week. Did they think they could make it all better just by coming back? And then to lie to me on top of everything. Buying furniture? Do I look that dumb? I have a life here now. Iâm making new friends. Iâm going to a naked party. I donât need them.
âYouâll love the house, Sarah,â says Maddy. âItâs really spacious and itâs got a fireplace in every room. Itâs almost completely furnished and Hope is already settled in, and she loves it. Youâll have your own room, which is twice as big as this one â¦â Maddy trails off, probably sensing Iâm not impressed. Sheâs right; Iâm too angry to be impressed. âDonât you want to be with us?â she asks.
Again those words: be with us . Sheâs good at guilt-tripping, but Iâm not falling for it this time.
âI donât know,â I say. âI canât discuss it now. Keiko and Amber will be here soon.â
Agnes rips off a piece of sealing tape. The sound is loud and aggressive. She finishes taping up a box and says, âForget it, M. Let her do what she wants.â
Maddy looks deflated.
And then I start to feel bad. Her wounded look always gets me. The poor girl has had such a tragic life. And she actually believes sheâs going to die young. I canât help but worry I just shaved off a few more hours.
Still, I donât back down.
âOkay,â Maddy finally says. Her tone is curt. She turns away from me toward Agnes, and an awkward silence fills the room. Then Maddy turns back around and flashes me a wide grin. Iâm not sure what to make of it.
Before things have a chance to get any weirder, I grab my jacket and leave the room.
The naked party turns out to be a bore, with all the ugly guys naked and all the cute guys fully dressed. I keep my clothes on and pay the five dollars, while Keiko and Amber strip down to nothing and get in for free. Theyâre surprisingly fit. They must work out constantly.
Toward the end of the night, I meet a guy