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and tell me to do things differently. I’m just not allowed to talk to them. I miss them so much I feel like I’m going mental. All I need is half an hour a day on the computer and I’ll be OK. All I need is some time to talk to my girls.
    We were a team and now I’m not there and no one even knows where I am. It’s so unfair. The only people who understand me at all are hidden away from me now, floating somewhere out in cyber space while I rot away in this supposedly “real” world. They probably look for me every night and wonder why I’m not online. I didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye to them before I got tossed in here.
    I feel like screaming.

chapter 8
    alwaysannie says:
u talking to SA???
    madmaddie says:
totally! can u believe it? man, SA talking to me! Little old me. Well, not exactly little but still me. she liked my clothes and told me she liked them. amazing! i might have to retire the outfit or something, you know like a sports jersey. what did I have on anyway?
    alwaysannie says:
u sound a little nuts, MM. is that all she said?
    madmaddie says:
is that all she said? R u nuts? This is amazingness of all amazingness!
    alwaysannie says:
so what did she say?
    madmaddie says:
i can’t remember. Lol
    alwaysannie says:
don’t believe you!
    madmaddie says:
invited me to one of her friday parties. this friday. she listed a bunch of people who were coming and … guess who??????
    angelicallyssa says:
the great JG?
    alwaysannie says:
    JG? really? you should go!
    madmaddie says:
psychic chicks! it feels kind of funny though. i mean, u ppl won’t be there will u?
    rowdyruth says:
hardly. We’re not cool enough for SA!
    angelicallyssa says:
So not true. SA just doesn’t see quality!
    madmaddie says:
Thx a lot!
    angelicallyssa says:
Except for u I mean!
    alwaysannie says:
well, do you want to go?
    angelicallyssa says:
Course she wants to go.
    alwaysannie says:
MM, r u in there????
    madmaddie says:
sorry. just thinking about ur question. we always said SA was stuck up and stuff. don’t want to be stuck up too.
    alwaysannie says:
give it a chance. Maybe we were wrong.
    rowdyruth says:
Totally
    madmaddie says:
seriously? u won’t mind?
    alwaysannie says:
go, have fun. make JG fall madly, passionately in love with you.
    madmaddie says:
as if
    divinedevon says:
Hey. Ur better than SA any day.
    madmaddie says:
Thx DD
    divinedevon says:
YW. I mean it. JG would be lucky to have u for a g/f.
    madmaddie says:
A g/f!!! just want to say hi to the guy!
    rowdyruth says:
U gotta think big!
    alwaysannie says:
Totally agree with RR
    angelicallyssa says:
Go to the party. Have fun. Fall in love.
    madmaddie says:
Sounds easy! U ppl r the best!
    alwaysannie says:
So ur going?
    madmaddie says:
K. TYVM u guys. I’m going to do it. I think.
    rowdyruth says:
U r!
    angelicallyssa says:
BFN
    divinedevon says:
GTR…
    alwaysannie says:
ttyl
    I spent the rest of the week wobbling between excitement and complete terror. Friday night arrived on the scene long before I was ready for it. Have you ever noticed Time has a twisted sense of humor? When you are doing something you need it for, like answering an exam question on the entire history of the world, it flies away from you before you have a chance to breathe. When you are stuck doing something that you desperately want to end, like listening to a teacher tell you about the entire history of the world, Time crawls along, mocking you as you desperately beg it to move forward.
    Friday night fell under both categories. I wanted it to come fast and I didn’t want it to come at all. Once it did get there, I didn’t know what to do with it.
    â€œHey, what are you doing?” Annie walked into my room, where I was buried under clothes.
    â€œI am trying on stuff. I don’t have anything to wear. I don’t have any new clothes so Suzanne has probably seen everything I have and she’ll think that I don’t have