then another, each person exaggerated or changed a detail, until one version of the story had Cohenâs name, and Cohenâs part in the story, swapped with Leeâs.
Lee Brown had been a close friend of Allieâs. An atypical friend: he was an elderly, American war vet turned sidewalk vendor. And Cohen couldnât hear his name now without thinking about the trajectory of it all. He thought about what domino had struck what domino first, to set things in motion: how he wouldnât have known Lee Brown, if he hadnât fallen in love with Allie, and how heâd fallen in love with Allie, partly, vaguely, as a reaction to Ryanâs death, and how his brother never would have drowned if his mother hadnât of insisted on a trip to the cabin, and how she wouldnât have insisted on the trip to the cabin if his family hadnât gotten plagued by a genetic heart disorder. And even that trickled back decades, to how his grandfatherâs DNA took on ARVC, against its will, almost a hundred years ago. Because his father choose to marry a Candice Heffernan instead of a million other women. Screwy genes and all.
But if he stacked those dominos back up and knocked them back down in the reverse order, itâs the same series of events that had led him to Allie. Minus Lee. And how Lee fit into Allieâs life was simple happenstance.
Three mornings after the night Cohen had helped Allie paint her room, he met Lee for the first time. There was a knock on his bedroom window. His room was below ground, and his window was behind his headboard, so he had to look at the window upside down; his body awkwardly held in a backwards-crab posture. It was Allie, awake, showered, wearing a black skirt and a bright purple tank top. The sun barely up.
Heâd notice something new about her every time he saw her. The way she blinked slower than most. The way some words caught in her mouth; an over-lingering on the letter F. Fffine. Fffuck.
She was knelt at the window, her legs pressed together, and she plunked a framed photo against the glass. âLook! For you, for helping me paint the other night!â She said, âItâs the one with the goat, in the abandoned house,â as if he couldnât see for himself. âYou said you liked that one, right?â She nodded her head, widened eyes. âRight?â
âYes, thanks.âHe laughed as he looked at his alarm clock.
âSo...like...you knock on peopleâs windows before eight in the morning, hey?â
âWell. Not everyoneâs. I have to know the person.â
âAnd what if that person valued sleeping in on Saturdays or sleeping naked?â
âWell, yeah. Okay. I never thought of that. But youâre not naked, are you? And youâre under a comforter. And I donât judge.â A wink, a shy smile. âIâll put the goat picture down by your back door, where you smoke. I have some errands to run. Sort of. Iâll be back by one or two, if...if you want to do something this afternoon? Itâs nice out. I donât really know anyone else around here to call, but youâll do, for now, until I meet some other people!âShe laughed at herself so easily. It was a different kind of laugh, less graceful than when she laughed at someone else. She was like Ryan that way. And they both had dart-hole dimples in their cheeks when they smirked at their own wisecracks.
âYeah. Yeah, okay.â
âNice! Okay. Iâll meet you out front. Two oâclock sharp?â
He laughed at her in a way that said Yes , and she waved before spinning and walking away; her skirt tornado-ing around her legs. A flash of orange panties.
âAllie!â
She was back at the window. âYeah?â
âWhere...where are you off to at eight in the morning? And do you want some company?â
She smiled. âSure.â
âGive me twenty minutes to shower and